Message from @Akeldama

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2019-11-08 13:54:59 UTC  

to really consider how alone schizophrenics and psychos are

2019-11-08 13:57:01 UTC  

imagine not being able to trust anyone when they tell you things they saw and you couldnt believe it happened if you saw it yourself and even if you did you might not even see whats right or wrong in that situation for others idk. this isnt exclusively a sam thing

2019-11-08 13:57:08 UTC  

this is a uh. a folie thing. perhaps.

2019-11-08 13:57:19 UTC  

one of the first things i thought when you mentioned sam was like

2019-11-08 13:57:54 UTC  

'yeah thats why its weird you're a folie you dont do that stuff'

2019-11-08 13:57:54 UTC  

but idk

2019-11-08 13:58:00 UTC  

ill stop rambling o.o

2019-11-08 13:59:16 UTC  

Well everyone has a personal reality ( to a extent) but when it completely envelops them and manifest so strongly on their worldview most likely as a byproduct of schizophrenia it just makes them so impenetrable even when they're clearly wrong.and ignorance is bliss but the ignorance she has it doesn't even seem like she's at peace with herself

2019-11-08 14:00:05 UTC  

right.

2019-11-08 14:00:07 UTC  

perhaps

2019-11-08 14:00:48 UTC  

idk i mean. people with disorders who are 'not in order' i imagine generally. arent at peace with themselves on the inside in some sense. or they'd be orderly. so idk like

2019-11-08 14:00:58 UTC  

i pray for them all tbh.

2019-11-08 14:00:58 UTC  

True

2019-11-08 14:01:07 UTC  

so many teary eyes

2019-11-08 14:02:14 UTC  

Yeah well controllable and non-harmful escapism seems to work for a lot of them but it is very sad

2019-11-08 14:03:11 UTC  

something that seems like it works and something that works are

2019-11-08 14:03:15 UTC  

two very different

2019-11-08 14:03:16 UTC  

thingies

2019-11-08 14:03:35 UTC  

I grew up with a lot of older ones and a number of them had mental issues weather be from old age or from birth or even brain injury so I sort of dealt with a lot of mental illnesses first-hand but schizophrenia and dementia are probably one of the most fattest one because they are still functioning being just exponentially being degraded

2019-11-08 14:04:15 UTC  

ah i see

2019-11-08 14:04:26 UTC  

Omh

2019-11-08 14:04:28 UTC  

My typing

2019-11-08 14:04:33 UTC  

?fattest

2019-11-08 14:04:35 UTC  

Lmao

2019-11-08 14:04:38 UTC  

lool

2019-11-08 14:04:42 UTC  

I'm sorry

2019-11-08 14:04:46 UTC  

its ok 😂

2019-11-08 14:05:15 UTC  

Not even going to correct it :sadpepe-1:

2019-11-08 14:05:25 UTC  

can relate on some level tbh like some of my family members had mental illnesses. mostly undiagnosed so. cant say i know what they all were but

2019-11-08 14:05:29 UTC  

:lmao-1:

2019-11-08 14:05:31 UTC  

Wait

2019-11-08 14:05:33 UTC  

What

2019-11-08 14:05:38 UTC  

Yeah

2019-11-08 14:05:40 UTC  

studying after

2019-11-08 14:05:48 UTC  

Emojis are rip

2019-11-08 14:05:54 UTC  

But I understand

2019-11-08 14:06:11 UTC  

theres a bunch of symptomologies in there i dealt with

2019-11-08 14:06:12 UTC  

seemingly

2019-11-08 14:06:56 UTC  

in highschool i had a psychology class. and i mostly skipped all of it. but i did learn one important lesson

2019-11-08 14:06:57 UTC  

Yeah dealing with mentally ill people even diagnose this not a rare occurrence I just had to deal with legitimately diagnosed people

2019-11-08 14:07:02 UTC  

What's that