right yeah being omnipresent. youd see so much joy but also equal pain

it would be very hard

and its quite human not to need or to want to

Exactly

Also I didn't know how schizophrenic Sam was

All the times I've talked to her she was pretty normal but I just realized how warped The logical thinking was and the mental alienation

fuck aliens

earthling gang

but also you're right

like

not to assume

like you're not wrong to have not seen it idk

how to make that make sense. but its not bad to have not known? maybe

ignorance is bliss

she does kind of seem to let her desire to be logically and/or factually accurate to her own eyes and her own eyes alone get the best of her at times

what makes humans so special tho is they can rely on eachother's senses

and dont have to sense every single thing themselves

its sad really idk

to really consider how alone schizophrenics and psychos are

imagine not being able to trust anyone when they tell you things they saw and you couldnt believe it happened if you saw it yourself and even if you did you might not even see whats right or wrong in that situation for others idk. this isnt exclusively a sam thing

this is a uh. a folie thing. perhaps.

one of the first things i thought when you mentioned sam was like

'yeah thats why its weird you're a folie you dont do that stuff'

but idk

ill stop rambling o.o

Well everyone has a personal reality ( to a extent) but when it completely envelops them and manifest so strongly on their worldview most likely as a byproduct of schizophrenia it just makes them so impenetrable even when they're clearly wrong.and ignorance is bliss but the ignorance she has it doesn't even seem like she's at peace with herself

right.

perhaps

idk i mean. people with disorders who are 'not in order' i imagine generally. arent at peace with themselves on the inside in some sense. or they'd be orderly. so idk like

i pray for them all tbh.

True

so many teary eyes

Yeah well controllable and non-harmful escapism seems to work for a lot of them but it is very sad

something that seems like it works and something that works are

two very different

thingies

I grew up with a lot of older ones and a number of them had mental issues weather be from old age or from birth or even brain injury so I sort of dealt with a lot of mental illnesses first-hand but schizophrenia and dementia are probably one of the most fattest one because they are still functioning being just exponentially being degraded

ah i see

Omh

My typing

?fattest