2015 was the year for me

for 2 weeks after the greatest story never told I was just in shock

i contemplated suicide after reading the Turner Diaries and having such a bleak outlook

It never really ends though

holy shit

haha

i thought "we already failed now didn't we"

I guess some people top out at their IQ level for the esoteric stuff

I tried to commit suicide once, was back in high school though

well we may have, but fighting is half the fun

i dont buy into esoterics as much as others do

"esoterics"?

i am an empiricist but im not going to do some gay rituals

especially that liber 333 stuff

evola, devi, mysticism

that too

what is liber 333

I'm not into the satanist stuff

the O9A stuff in AWD

I'm agnostic

very gay

alot is "emperically" based

those ppl are retarded imo

Agreed

the manson stuff in siege is retarded too

joking aside gents you ever consider talking to someone about this irl?

like evola's work is just him being a historian

I do

@CronoSaturn i talk to my family about it all the time

i "redpilled" my boomer family and my best friend group

not really referring to the redpilling here

its nice having people to talk to it about

@CronoSaturn which part

I don't want heat so I give people what they can handle

^

the trying to commit suicide part

dude that was like 16 years ago

Nah, therapists are fags imo

I'm over that

better talking to a fag then your parents having to wipe you off the pavement

true