im da king of my reality nibba

of course

just

its just LARP guise

@chonkyfire nuh me

This is like the third construct I've worked on and the first of this scale

just pretending

it doesnt matter

I'm expecting some growing pains

u think u can rule me? @G SP

banished.

Also Shane told me to visualize my JoJo Stand so now the thing in my profile picture is just sitting next to me and it's hella chill

?banandalsokill @G SP

@zoefiri I'm sorry your father wasn't in your life.

let me see your boi pucci

But you can grow past it.

@Valor Rex he is

good dude

my mom wasn't though.

Yeah zoe

A tranny raised by a single father?

Unlikely, but I'll accept it.

not single father

my mom's just not home a lot

You want to visualize that embodiment of you while you do your usual rituals and meditations and shit

Was your childhood whole?

didn't interact with her much past say 12 yo?

Link any esoteric work you do to that image of yourself

whole?

Reasonable parents. Support.

Love.

Affection.

Purpose.

etc.

No.

My parents were good

but I was autistic so nothing else was

@tsutsuki https://youtu.be/a3LGHletqyc here this is what I was big into until I was an occultist

As yes, autism.

like little kid autistic though

tfw researched sexual repression and early adolescent development and now i know the sources of mine and my gfs kinks <:sadpepe:619648239020408852>