lmfao this place is still open

so is this place controlled by the fukkuu shits or nah

I see.

**Actually I'm a trap**

I'm a trap and I like getting ridden by big anime boy cock uwu

Fakku stired the hive uwu

yeah dude normal girls can't penetrate you lilke traps can uwu

Wait HH is gonna get deleted????

wait so what are you refering to then @Joseph_

Fakku will comply or face wrath

<:HikariSmug:380962308320657409> oh hi

oh hey wolfy

been a while

I was just sayin' hi to wolfy cus' I haven't seen 'em in a while

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evening

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Alethia would seem to have disappeared from my server list, idk if I was inactivity kicked

anyone got an invite?

reading a new book rn

Fourteen Lessons in Yogi Philosophy and Occultism

seems p good

I'm rewatching Lain

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Let's all love Lain

which one?

there are many

at the moment I'm reading some oriental occultism stuff

it's pretty nice

which ones.

I'd say the thing which I've read and regard most highly to date is Liber Null

I feel like I should prolly go back to it.

it's been a bit over a year now I think?

undecided.

I've just kinda been doing whatever. Technically that makes me "middle path" or whatever but I don't really like the idea of being middle path

oh I always forget

oh yeah I guess it was essentially just control

like control over myself

idk

Peter J Carol's case for middle path being kinda meh seemed solid

I feel that that would not really be middle then

ultimately it would either be right or left

don't get me wrong, it's irellevant anyways

then what

hm.

so a right filtered left then?

personally I believe this to be a good case on the matter

Honestly should've gotten Raider Waite

Got a meme deck oof

I initially didn't really like the Raider Waite look but I've came to have a particular kind of appreciation of it

what do you mean duality is left

ah Crowley things

sorry not familiar

Ah

I've just heard the names in Lesser banishing/invoking pentagram ritual.

oh that thing

the hebrew whathyamacalit

yeah that thing

hm

lol nice

ah.

what were we initially talking about, again?

hm

I see

what do they lock though

yeah what's there

Like what's the ultimate purpose of unlocking supposed gates

ah ok cool

very hot

reeeEEEE also like fuck my roommate rn

Ok so like I cannot handle the fucking cold so I had the thermostat up to like 90 but other people don't handle that too well

like 68'ish

he goes to do Smash tournaments on friday nights and usually isn't back until like 2AM but he came back extremely early

dude came in like fucking mired and gasping lmao

but like I'm fucking pissed cus

he turns down the thermostat and then just fucks off to who knows where

brUH

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whatever though

so explain then how you'd go about opening said gates

oh yeah that's pretty hot

very good

fair.

probably for the best if you're saying that

yeah

how so

I guess that was one of my original goals, you see I'm a diagnosed autist

hm?

ah.

wouldn't imagine so

I suppose

although I guess my morals aren't as intact as they were in retrospect

wouldn't think anything wrong of what Akel posted earlier.

wouldn't say it's really occultism

yeah.

fetishy stuff.

you probably don't wanna hear more about it.

I'm not disgusted with it

although I know other people do