Message from @Deleted User

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2017-03-01 03:38:29 UTC  

i hope not

2017-03-01 03:38:30 UTC  

i use dicking around, too. they mean the same thing to me

2017-03-01 03:38:36 UTC  

Offing dick

2017-03-01 03:38:59 UTC  

but people have asked me about why i sit alone in lunch or sit in class, and its really because i dont have any friends.

2017-03-01 03:39:00 UTC  

we saw that the first time clyd.

2017-03-01 03:39:19 UTC  

See it until the image has burned into your mind

2017-03-01 03:39:24 UTC  

lol

2017-03-01 03:39:42 UTC  

I have friends but im not sure what friends are anymore

2017-03-01 03:40:03 UTC  

Because i know i came late so im like a 3rd wheel

2017-03-01 03:40:06 UTC  

the thing is i have nothing to relate to the kids in my school tbh

2017-03-01 03:40:08 UTC  

Cant wait till im done with high school, stupidest part of my life

2017-03-01 03:40:09 UTC  

heh

2017-03-01 03:40:10 UTC  

came late

2017-03-01 03:40:36 UTC  

Im that kid who when they say partner up and theres the three of us, ill be the one left out

2017-03-01 03:40:43 UTC  

um after school you get to face the real world... trust me, it gets worse.

2017-03-01 03:40:50 UTC  

that was me in elementary

2017-03-01 03:40:54 UTC  

it gets better and worse at the same time

2017-03-01 03:40:56 UTC  

Yeah, school is better

2017-03-01 03:41:06 UTC  

I meant it in a social manner

2017-03-01 03:41:15 UTC  

thing is only close friend i had always left me and went to this group he wanted to be apart of

2017-03-01 03:41:18 UTC  

Im still in school but it seems more straightforward than real life

2017-03-01 03:41:22 UTC  

another thing is that the group hated him

2017-03-01 03:41:23 UTC  

That makes sense

2017-03-01 03:41:28 UTC  

he never got the hints though

2017-03-01 03:41:49 UTC  

it gets better because your hormones even out, and after some real life experiences and the deadening of a lot of caring it gets easier. you just gotta get to the point where you stop giving a fuck what other people think

2017-03-01 03:41:51 UTC  

The group i joined i knew they hate me and im not sure if they still do

2017-03-01 03:42:20 UTC  

I only had problems in middle school. worst years of my life. High school was fucking great, though.

2017-03-01 03:42:54 UTC  

yeah middle school has to have been the best and worst part of my life

2017-03-01 03:43:17 UTC  

mostly because like im a year ahead of everyone

2017-03-01 03:43:20 UTC  

And like i always do suicide jokes extremely ironically and apparently it was getting to this kid in our group who was suicidal earlier. Yeah, id like to see when or maybe help if i knew the details. Of course, she didnt say a word. And boy , she is the most condescending individual i have ever met

2017-03-01 03:43:23 UTC  

in almost everything

2017-03-01 03:44:03 UTC  

although the teachers did play favorites. the dumbest fucking bitch in my class got valedictorian. I was pretty pissed.

2017-03-01 03:44:05 UTC  

how can you change discord settings

2017-03-01 03:44:14 UTC  

Highschool has been a wreck except for my grades

2017-03-01 03:44:15 UTC  

You wouldnt think she was ever suicidal because she is so condescending and disdainful towards me

2017-03-01 03:44:30 UTC  

i dont take suicidal people seriously anymore

2017-03-01 03:44:48 UTC  

Dont get why

2017-03-01 03:45:05 UTC  

Hav you tried sitting down with her, talking to her, and tried grabbing her by the pussy?

2017-03-01 03:45:13 UTC  

most do it for attention so i dont pay any mind to it unless they're normal and on the side they have a split personality

2017-03-01 03:45:28 UTC  

All the suicidal people ive talked to tend to be sociopaths

2017-03-01 03:45:31 UTC  

Shes so good with her grades, and she has her own room and everything, i even considered she was lying honestly