40B. I'm moving up to 40C

how are you emotionally? I know sometimes when you start estrogen you can get easily emotional

Nothing alarming yet.

The women in my family are not exactly small... in that department And breast growth can go on for about three years.

i used to really wanna go on hormones but i just couldnt... i didnt think i could commit to it and i didnt wanna burden my family with the money and then suddenly decide i didn't wanna do it anymore

They won't let you start if you're not certain.

Once you start, it's a very bad idea to stop. The longer you go on them, the worse idea it is to stop

yea... i can just deal with myself as i am and not make it even worse by doing that.

@Emma is your family accepting?

bc it probably would just make it worse for me'

And you can't concern yourself with what your family, or anyone else wants. It's about you. I tried to involve mine in the process and they didn't want it. They're just going to have to get used to it. I'm not telling them that I actually started the hormones until they figure it out from the physical changes, and then it'd be too late to stop.

@Princey I'd wait to make any major decison like that till I'm 18 simply bc you still have a lot of mental growth to do at 16

I gtg

bai

nice talking

Bye!

You could get therapy in the meantime while you wait for 18

bye! !

It can help you get a headstart for when you're ready.

and find a really good counselor too

Good luck with your pussy Emma o/

Hope you enjoy it

One day

Ah right

Yea see ya o/

@Emma yeah you need to do what makes you happy even if your family doesn't support you

What're hormones like when you start them?

@Error bye again!

They'll just have to adapt

idk if this is weird but... i learned to deal with dysphoria really well? and i feel like im ok and im frankly rlly happy with my body how it is now? like appearing masculine and everythin im h o t : ' )

Actually it's not something you can just notice right away.

Hormones just start a second puberty. Did you notice changes instantly during your original puberty?

No, it took time and it was gradual.

Changes will be noticed over time, not within the first 24 hours.

not only that but most trans women start T blockers before estrogen

I went on a starter dose for both. And the anti-androgen worked way better than we expected so we kept that dose and doubled the estrogen.

Haven't even started first puberty.

I get tested again at the end of may.

if you're 13 you just started

@Princey it's great that your happy with your body btw

Haven't noticed anything, voice is still the same, no body hair, only 4 ft 5.