Message from @Masaki

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2017-04-12 22:42:13 UTC  

I cry

2017-04-12 22:42:19 UTC  

a family member died and i look like an absolute dick because i didnt cry

2017-04-12 22:42:21 UTC  

When i hit my fucking leg on my counter

2017-04-12 22:42:26 UTC  

or even tear up

2017-04-12 22:42:28 UTC  

And scratch it like a motherfucker

2017-04-12 22:42:32 UTC  

i dont know whats wrong with me

2017-04-12 22:42:35 UTC  

Well i did basically have a silent fit on the plane due to my ear pain but i didnt cry for the umm 20 minutes of it

2017-04-12 22:42:41 UTC  

Its cool I have that issue too

2017-04-12 22:42:48 UTC  

But I feel like a fucking Sociopath because of it.

2017-04-12 22:42:50 UTC  

I cant find a way to cry

2017-04-12 22:42:52 UTC  

but i know why

2017-04-12 22:42:54 UTC  

i really do

2017-04-12 22:43:03 UTC  

My pain threshhold i built it up

2017-04-12 22:43:09 UTC  

after years of abuse and shit

2017-04-12 22:43:13 UTC  

from my stepdad

2017-04-12 22:43:16 UTC  

AYE ABUSE BUDDY

2017-04-12 22:43:17 UTC  

Oh god

2017-04-12 22:43:21 UTC  

I feel bad for you

2017-04-12 22:43:23 UTC  

Oh my god I am a terrible person

2017-04-12 22:43:25 UTC  

Same has happened to me

2017-04-12 22:43:27 UTC  

So my pain threshhold

2017-04-12 22:43:30 UTC  

is really high

2017-04-12 22:43:33 UTC  

I cry very easily because as i kid i cried so much 😂😂😂 but only when i start crying

2017-04-12 22:43:36 UTC  

but thats a blessing and a curse

2017-04-12 22:43:39 UTC  

I had something wrong with my ear for years that was driving me insane. Like it always was itching, inside! Finally got a doctor to believe me about it and they took a close look. There was a tiny hair rubbing against my eardrum causing the problem.

2017-04-12 22:43:50 UTC  

because

2017-04-12 22:43:51 UTC  

For YEARS?

2017-04-12 22:43:53 UTC  

HOW MANY

2017-04-12 22:43:55 UTC  

if i got in a deadly fight

2017-04-12 22:43:55 UTC  

My dad was complaining about something similar.

2017-04-12 22:44:00 UTC  

I should have him go to the doc.

2017-04-12 22:44:01 UTC  

About 9 years

2017-04-12 22:44:02 UTC  

i wouldnt feel it

2017-04-12 22:44:03 UTC  

as bad

2017-04-12 22:44:06 UTC  

Dude u shouldve gone way earlier

2017-04-12 22:44:07 UTC  

and could end up dying

2017-04-12 22:44:15 UTC  

@Emma it could have been fly egs

2017-04-12 22:44:17 UTC  

*eggs

2017-04-12 22:44:19 UTC  

My parents didn't believe me and it wasn't up to me to go to the doctor until I was 18.

2017-04-12 22:44:24 UTC  

Wow

2017-04-12 22:44:33 UTC  

...What a bunch of assholes