Message from @Xtal

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2017-07-07 07:51:38 UTC  

Well, I can be honest with myself.

2017-07-07 07:51:46 UTC  

That's good

2017-07-07 07:51:59 UTC  

i litteraly just scrolled way up to figure out what was going on

2017-07-07 07:52:14 UTC  

😞👌

2017-07-07 07:52:52 UTC  

New emote: 'okaycry'

2017-07-07 07:53:09 UTC  

U should find a way to yknow.. make yourself a better person

2017-07-07 07:53:27 UTC  

I've already been doing that.

2017-07-07 07:53:27 UTC  

everyone makes mistakes dude, all you can do about it is apologize which you seem to have done and then the rest of it lies on the other person. sometimes what people need is time, so its in your best intrest to give them that time and space

2017-07-07 07:53:39 UTC  

And try to find a different way instead of taking out your insecurities on a person

2017-07-07 07:53:45 UTC  

I have.

2017-07-07 07:53:54 UTC  

I've changed a lot since then.

2017-07-07 07:54:19 UTC  

Well what is it

2017-07-07 07:54:35 UTC  

That's changed

2017-07-07 07:54:48 UTC  

I've tried to have a more positive outlook, which is...not working out as well as it could.

2017-07-07 07:55:33 UTC  

But, I just recently cut out a negative person that I called my friend out of my life.

2017-07-07 07:56:01 UTC  

What was this negative person like

2017-07-07 07:56:05 UTC  

It was actually earlier. About 7 hours ago.

2017-07-07 07:56:13 UTC  

Wow lol

2017-07-07 07:56:13 UTC  

Just a negative person constantly.

2017-07-07 07:56:59 UTC  

I always was there for them, supportive, and tried to help in any way possible.

2017-07-07 07:57:30 UTC  

But, whenever I needed someone to talk to, they always gave me the cold shoulder.

2017-07-07 07:57:43 UTC  

They blew everything I said off.

2017-07-07 07:57:56 UTC  

Just a really one-sided friendship.

2017-07-07 07:58:04 UTC  

Wow that's an ass

2017-07-07 07:58:09 UTC  

Yeah.

2017-07-07 07:58:20 UTC  

I just wish they weren't the way they were.

2017-07-07 07:58:44 UTC  

Hopefully in the future they'll change for the better

2017-07-07 07:58:55 UTC  

There was a good person there, but, the bad outweighed the good.

2017-07-07 07:59:20 UTC  

We're they moody

2017-07-07 07:59:22 UTC  

I just wish they weren't so negative and bitter.

2017-07-07 07:59:25 UTC  

Wdym?

2017-07-07 07:59:26 UTC  

Were*

2017-07-07 07:59:41 UTC  

I mean, yeah.

2017-07-07 08:00:07 UTC  

They always would switch from laughing and happy, to depressed and bitter.

2017-07-07 08:00:12 UTC  

They had constant ups and downs but mostly downs huh

2017-07-07 08:00:19 UTC  

Yeah.

2017-07-07 08:00:27 UTC  

It made me realize something about myself

2017-07-07 08:00:37 UTC  

I was exactly like them, before.

2017-07-07 08:01:02 UTC  

The reason I was friends with them was because I was always moody and bitter.

2017-07-07 08:01:28 UTC  

Then, I finally looked at myself and realized I needed to change.

2017-07-07 08:01:50 UTC  

I looked at my positives and decided to cut out the negatives and ignore them.