Smoke crack every day

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God, I am such a depressed fuck lol

Ever mess up so badly, you know you could never fix it and you'll have to live the rest of your life dealing with and thinking about how badly you fucked up?

I have.

Boy, oh, boy, I have.

Fuck, man...

It was someone I loved lol

Yeah.

Something bad, too.

I insulted them. I think I hurt them, and pretty bad. I'd just like to reset, apologize, and have everything be the way it used to be.

But, I think that might be out of the question at this point.

I may have very well just ruined any possibility of fixing what was broken the last time I talked to them.

Which was a little over a month ago, I believe.

I tried apologizing, then became an asshole, then immediately regretted it.

Idk

I want to.

It's a reason I came back, but I'm afraid it's too late.

You think so?

I'd just like another chance.

Alright...

I'll talk to them when they're up, and it's not 3:20 in the morning lol.

._ .

I'm frightened.

I will not fuck with a K-Pop star.

Oh, no.

You're scaring me even more, Mr. k-pop star

@wazzz I'll try.

*phew*

Okay

I'll inform you when I do.

You EST?

Gay

Spook spook spook spook spook

I am major anxiety and spook

啊

I haven't seen ir

thot

Quang xhi dau mang

Ew

Nigganese

I know Chinese

Look

Banjo Kazooie

Learn Chinese:
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Learn Korean:
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I'm getting in real life?

Dai ichi no bakudan!

Sunset yerrow...OVERDURIVEEUUUUU!

Speak English or get out mah country

Learn Mandarin:
Nigga bitch watermelon grape kool aid

Ain't no rest for the thots

@wazzz yes

I sent the apology

Now I have to see how things turn out...

@Thresh noice old memes

"The official names of the Asiana pilots have been confirmed."

Lmao

But anyways, @wazzz, I'm scared what they'll say. Or even worse. What they won't say...

Nah

I can't .-.

About two

I feel awful about the shit I said in the past. <:feels:280645240572870656>

It was all out if anger, spite, bitterness, and my own insecurities, that I projected onto someone...

I'm honestly a terrible person.

Thanks .-.

As if I didn't know that already.

Well, I can be honest with myself.

😞👌

New emote: 'okaycry'

I've already been doing that.

I have.

I've changed a lot since then.

I've tried to have a more positive outlook, which is...not working out as well as it could.

But, I just recently cut out a negative person that I called my friend out of my life.

It was actually earlier. About 7 hours ago.

Just a negative person constantly.

I always was there for them, supportive, and tried to help in any way possible.

But, whenever I needed someone to talk to, they always gave me the cold shoulder.

They blew everything I said off.

Just a really one-sided friendship.

Yeah.

I just wish they weren't the way they were.

There was a good person there, but, the bad outweighed the good.

I just wish they weren't so negative and bitter.

Wdym?

I mean, yeah.

They always would switch from laughing and happy, to depressed and bitter.

Yeah.

It made me realize something about myself

I was exactly like them, before.

The reason I was friends with them was because I was always moody and bitter.

Then, I finally looked at myself and realized I needed to change.

I looked at my positives and decided to cut out the negatives and ignore them.

They alway looked for a reason to be depressed and sad.

I tried to help in any way I could, but it seemed useless.

Not to mention they insulted me often, i.e. calling me gay, a faggot, an idiot, annoying cunt, etc., in a serious and non-joking tone.

It always stung, but I always forgave them or asked them to stop, which they told me to stop being a sensitive pussy about it.

You know, with friends who make fun of your sexuality in a mean and bitter way, why need enemies?

I just hope the person I sent the apology to can forgive me...