Message from @Ibreathexenon

Discord ID: 336966759095599106


2017-07-18 20:20:43 UTC  

makes sense

2017-07-18 20:20:53 UTC  

but tbh those type of movies are shit

2017-07-18 20:20:59 UTC  

sorry to hear btw

2017-07-18 20:21:06 UTC  

Agreed.

2017-07-18 20:21:26 UTC  

Hey, do you know any good horror movies on Netflix?

2017-07-18 20:21:47 UTC  

hmmm

2017-07-18 20:21:54 UTC  

I deal with my problems through escapism.

2017-07-18 20:21:57 UTC  

honestly no

2017-07-18 20:22:04 UTC  

wish I could help

2017-07-18 20:22:11 UTC  

but I am more of a comedy guy.

2017-07-18 20:22:14 UTC  

horror not my thing

2017-07-18 20:22:16 UTC  

I've been drunk more or less since she left me.

2017-07-18 20:22:22 UTC  

Watching movies.

2017-07-18 20:22:53 UTC  

dude I get it , try not to over do it

2017-07-18 20:23:02 UTC  

You'll get through it

2017-07-18 20:23:28 UTC  

Ah, im past that point. Tried to kill myself two weeks ago, but that was dumb.

2017-07-18 20:23:45 UTC  

I just had a paranoia/anxiety attack.

2017-07-18 20:23:58 UTC  

I know not to now.

2017-07-18 20:24:10 UTC  

Well glad you're alive and second glad to know now that it was dumb.

2017-07-18 20:25:08 UTC  

I've never been married so I can't say i know how you feel exactly , but i've recently lost my cousin about two months ago and we pretty much did everything together since he got out of a coma back in october of last year

2017-07-18 20:25:35 UTC  

we were close regardless but it just made it a lot stronger. Losing him was fucking insane and I didnt know what to do with life so I know that feeling

2017-07-18 20:25:43 UTC  

but its gets easier

2017-07-18 20:25:46 UTC  

I'm really sorry to hear that.

2017-07-18 20:25:53 UTC  

thanks bud

2017-07-18 20:26:31 UTC  

I've never been close to any family. My wife was the first person to make me feel like I had a family. Haha.

2017-07-18 20:26:45 UTC  

how long where you together for

2017-07-18 20:26:49 UTC  

^ ?

2017-07-18 20:27:02 UTC  

7 years just.

2017-07-18 20:27:06 UTC  

geez man

2017-07-18 20:27:08 UTC  

:C

2017-07-18 20:27:17 UTC  

fuck thats some time

2017-07-18 20:27:26 UTC  

We have a kid.

2017-07-18 20:27:31 UTC  

But

2017-07-18 20:27:39 UTC  

I'm gonna be honest

2017-07-18 20:28:04 UTC  

I've been too caught up in my own self hatred and being drunk to see him

2017-07-18 20:28:07 UTC  

I mean

2017-07-18 20:28:14 UTC  

My body is also failing

2017-07-18 20:28:25 UTC  

I've developed an eye ulcer

2017-07-18 20:28:33 UTC  

ahh I See

2017-07-18 20:28:37 UTC  

Which means I can't see light

2017-07-18 20:28:48 UTC  

Without being in agony