Message from @ϟϟGrafZeppelin'sLewdDefenderϟϟ

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2017-08-07 01:10:14 UTC  

Agrees crowd demon

2017-08-07 01:10:23 UTC  

^ went there when I was 19 😛

2017-08-07 01:10:38 UTC  

Optimistic nihilism 👌

2017-08-07 01:10:40 UTC  

My whole existence is going to be work, taxes, and eventually death

2017-08-07 01:10:44 UTC  

Not long ago I thought the same way. I saw no meaning to live at all and wanted to die as soon as possible. It wasn't until one of my family members died a couple of weeks ago that I realized what it is to be alive. One day you feel okay, then all of a sudden you could die. Time forgives no one and that's why we do the best of it as humans

2017-08-07 01:11:06 UTC  

Suicide is just a jump to the end that we're all bound to reach one day

2017-08-07 01:11:07 UTC  

No Graf

2017-08-07 01:11:34 UTC  

Your life is going to be existence..... In order to exist you will work some of the time yes... and it the rest of the time you'll be free to persue hobbies, love, knowledge

2017-08-07 01:11:35 UTC  

You get to be alive at one of the most crucial stages in human development

2017-08-07 01:11:37 UTC  

graf life is so short already, why make it shorter?

2017-08-07 01:11:44 UTC  

You build yourself up. You get perspective.

2017-08-07 01:11:45 UTC  

Now is an interesting time to be alive

2017-08-07 01:12:09 UTC  

My Grandpa died, my aunt died, and my grandma died. Didn't feel any more need to be alive after any of them

2017-08-07 01:12:29 UTC  

Yo a lot of my family is dead too

2017-08-07 01:12:38 UTC  

Lots of people's families have died

2017-08-07 01:12:39 UTC  

there are cancer patients that would give anything to stay alive and be with their family, not to minimize how you feel, but thats the truth.

2017-08-07 01:12:46 UTC  

That and I can tell you we're pretty close to nullifying a lot of diseases via CRISP-R and Targeted Therapies. So life will be longer. Imagine all the awesome technology you'll get to witness.

2017-08-07 01:12:49 UTC  

Living doesn't mean all work and stress. Living means laughing so much that you cry, and appreciating all the times you have with the people who are around you

2017-08-07 01:13:03 UTC  

I would gladly give any of them my years if I could

2017-08-07 01:13:06 UTC  

We've all been there.

2017-08-07 01:13:25 UTC  

Especially someone with a terminal illness

2017-08-07 01:13:26 UTC  

sarai is right as well

2017-08-07 01:13:33 UTC  

But 16 is isn't the age to make that call.

2017-08-07 01:13:49 UTC  

Agreed teen suicide is just a waste

2017-08-07 01:13:51 UTC  

You've got so much ahead of you

2017-08-07 01:14:07 UTC  

You'll come out of this and you'll probably be a really selfless person who helps lots of people. 😃

2017-08-07 01:14:23 UTC  

You just gotta pass through whatever shittiness you're feeling at this early point of life

2017-08-07 01:14:23 UTC  

I've already helped many around me

2017-08-07 01:14:30 UTC  

Good

2017-08-07 01:14:43 UTC  

u gon grow up and make bank n shit dood

2017-08-07 01:14:43 UTC  

It doesn't bring me any sort of satisfaction or self worth

2017-08-07 01:14:44 UTC  

Good... But you'll do more. You never know.

2017-08-07 01:15:11 UTC  

I'm stupid. Nobody with barely above a 2.0 GPA is going anywhere

2017-08-07 01:15:13 UTC  

graf i highly suggest you see a therapist.

2017-08-07 01:15:19 UTC  

graf

2017-08-07 01:15:28 UTC  

I don't trust therapists

2017-08-07 01:15:31 UTC  

grades like that dont define your worth

2017-08-07 01:15:31 UTC  

Right now you're saying all this to justify your current feelings, in time you'll see as we do.

2017-08-07 01:15:48 UTC  

GPA? Is that a grading system?

2017-08-07 01:15:57 UTC  

you never know that about them until you try. therapists are there to guide you, its their sole purpose of their job

2017-08-07 01:16:01 UTC  

Im in therapy