Message from @Deleted User

Discord ID: 343923173089345536


2017-08-07 01:05:52 UTC  

How are you

2017-08-07 01:05:54 UTC  

sorry i butchered your user

2017-08-07 01:06:03 UTC  

Nobody loves me as is

2017-08-07 01:06:13 UTC  

i luv u

2017-08-07 01:06:18 UTC  

graf thats not true

2017-08-07 01:06:19 UTC  

We love you

2017-08-07 01:06:20 UTC  

we love you

2017-08-07 01:06:25 UTC  

2017-08-07 01:06:32 UTC  

But that's not one of the driving forces behind my suicidal nature

2017-08-07 01:06:36 UTC  
2017-08-07 01:06:47 UTC  

Graf.

2017-08-07 01:06:51 UTC  

what makes you suicidal?

2017-08-07 01:06:59 UTC  

Why do you wanna take your life?

2017-08-07 01:07:03 UTC  

you should seek help if you can

2017-08-07 01:07:11 UTC  

Keep in mind

2017-08-07 01:07:19 UTC  

Because the world is going to end anyways

2017-08-07 01:07:35 UTC  

And that's why you should live

2017-08-07 01:07:36 UTC  

Whatever you think you're going through or feeling, plenty of other people have been there

2017-08-07 01:07:41 UTC  

welp part of depression is some form of nihilism

2017-08-07 01:07:49 UTC  

Everyone I know is going to die someday, everything I own will be dust, everything I do will be forgotten

2017-08-07 01:07:54 UTC  

existential crisis.

2017-08-07 01:07:58 UTC  

Nihilism gets a bad rap

2017-08-07 01:08:06 UTC  

You're having an existential crisis.

2017-08-07 01:08:22 UTC  

If nothing matters then human existence is all that has to matter

2017-08-07 01:08:32 UTC  

This is gonna be a lil personal but considering we're almost the same age I'll give it a shot if it helps you

2017-08-07 01:08:36 UTC  

It doesn't

2017-08-07 01:08:57 UTC  

If there's a nuclear war, or some plague, then the earth will continue to spin

2017-08-07 01:09:07 UTC  

See you understand the cosmic joke

2017-08-07 01:09:07 UTC  

Graf...

2017-08-07 01:09:13 UTC  

Sun will still burn, everything else will remain the same

2017-08-07 01:09:14 UTC  

But you're not in on it

2017-08-07 01:09:15 UTC  

actually theres a lot of great things you can do that can be passed down by generation by generation. Just think about it. The things you say to people have an affect on them, if you create art like music, drawing, paintings, you name it, that can be passed down in your memory.

2017-08-07 01:09:28 UTC  

youll always leave some kind of footprint with someone

2017-08-07 01:09:40 UTC  

Think of Earth as a campus and you've been given the gift of life to paint on it, to in part shape it... or simply relish in its beauty whilst it DOES exist.

2017-08-07 01:09:58 UTC  

P much

2017-08-07 01:10:14 UTC  

Agrees crowd demon

2017-08-07 01:10:23 UTC  

^ went there when I was 19 😛

2017-08-07 01:10:38 UTC  

Optimistic nihilism 👌

2017-08-07 01:10:40 UTC  

My whole existence is going to be work, taxes, and eventually death

2017-08-07 01:10:44 UTC  

Not long ago I thought the same way. I saw no meaning to live at all and wanted to die as soon as possible. It wasn't until one of my family members died a couple of weeks ago that I realized what it is to be alive. One day you feel okay, then all of a sudden you could die. Time forgives no one and that's why we do the best of it as humans

2017-08-07 01:11:06 UTC  

Suicide is just a jump to the end that we're all bound to reach one day