Message from @Carbs
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BUT THEN I REMEMBERED THAT
I HAD TONS OF COFFEE THIS MORNING AND I GOT THE ENERGIZING FUCKING CAFFEINE SHAKES
No when you're dying you piss blood, throw up 4 times, get your fluids tested, three weeks later (no results), slowly dwindle into a sadness before you die.
but
you already accepted it so you don't really care
wait mate
are you dying
meh
probably lmao
oh nooo
Tragic, but I'm not exactly in search of pity
are you still pissing up blood and vomiting
more people around me are pissed cause I refuse to get treatment cause I expect it's either just some bullshit that will pass or something terminal/genetic
not atm
I'm just weak as fuck
it's meh
There's a point that's I've reached where dying is not really a concern of mine.
I just do whatever I want
Beeble bobble, gooble gobble, meeple mopple, seeple sopple.
I just work on my car, play shit on my pc, and practice guitar now.
and sit and just monitor orders
worth the cash I suppose...
I suppose once they come back with my results
I'll be sure where to continue
in the meantime
meh
nah fam you're too good at guitar so you gotta like not die
that talent is basically non-profitable and playing guitar is a dying art-form like driving stick-shift
nooo you can make a yt account n stuff
hm well that'll suck if you die because death sucks
as long as you enjoy what you do that’s all that matters
I’d rather be happy and unknown or broke than miserable and everyone knows my name
Well yeah
I love doing what I do
but everyone around me expects to be a fucking lawyer or something
I'm not fucking doing that
fuck that
They’re not you
If they want a lawyer they can be one
If they’re unhappy that’s on them