YO

SO IM LIKE SHAKING AND I THOUGHT I WAS DYING

BUT THEN I REMEMBERED THAT

I HAD TONS OF COFFEE THIS MORNING AND I GOT THE ENERGIZING FUCKING CAFFEINE SHAKES

No when you're dying you piss blood, throw up 4 times, get your fluids tested, three weeks later (no results), slowly dwindle into a sadness before you die.

but

you already accepted it so you don't really care

wait mate

are you dying

meh

probably lmao

oh nooo

Tragic, but I'm not exactly in search of pity

are you still pissing up blood and vomiting

more people around me are pissed cause I refuse to get treatment cause I expect it's either just some bullshit that will pass or something terminal/genetic

not atm

I'm just weak as fuck

it's meh

There's a point that's I've reached where dying is not really a concern of mine.

I just do whatever I want

Beeble bobble, gooble gobble, meeple mopple, seeple sopple.

I just work on my car, play shit on my pc, and practice guitar now.

I do go to work

and sit and just monitor orders

worth the cash I suppose...

I suppose once they come back with my results

I'll be sure where to continue

in the meantime

meh

nah fam you're too good at guitar so you gotta like not die

that talent is basically non-profitable and playing guitar is a dying art-form like driving stick-shift

nooo you can make a yt account n stuff

hm well that'll suck if you die because death sucks

as long as you enjoy what you do that’s all that matters

I’d rather be happy and unknown or broke than miserable and everyone knows my name

Well yeah

I love doing what I do

but everyone around me expects to be a fucking lawyer or something

I'm not fucking doing that

fuck that

They’re not you