Message from @Farunel

Discord ID: 405252836264509440


2018-01-23 06:46:26 UTC  

get over it

2018-01-23 06:46:35 UTC  

but u are here

2018-01-23 06:46:39 UTC  

I wish I could

2018-01-23 06:47:07 UTC  

Typing is so much easier. When people approach IRL I draw a blank and panic. Unless I can put myself out of my head, then I can survive robot mode pretty well

2018-01-23 06:47:07 UTC  

how u have anxiety when u talking shit here?

2018-01-23 06:47:08 UTC  

I don't get anxiety from talking online

2018-01-23 06:47:22 UTC  

Jesus you're retarded

2018-01-23 06:47:28 UTC  

*I have aspergers*

2018-01-23 06:47:38 UTC  

I'm talking to the other nib

2018-01-23 06:47:47 UTC  

Oh. rip

2018-01-23 06:47:48 UTC  

Jesus is not retarded

2018-01-23 06:48:10 UTC  

Jesus lives down the block

2018-01-23 06:48:24 UTC  

he can prescribe u Xanax for ur anxiety

2018-01-23 06:48:30 UTC  

ew meds

2018-01-23 06:49:00 UTC  

I don't think anybody's gonna prescribe me xanax

2018-01-23 06:49:11 UTC  

They always try antidepressants and it pisses me off

2018-01-23 06:49:19 UTC  

Nigga fuck off with that shit

2018-01-23 06:49:31 UTC  

ok he wont presribe

2018-01-23 06:49:35 UTC  

but he can sell

2018-01-23 06:49:50 UTC  

I'm starting to think that this guy isn't really Jesus

2018-01-23 06:50:05 UTC  

If you're in the USA they'll try and prescribe you anything, honestly. I avoid it. I'd rather not deal with the problems of having a chemical dependency.

2018-01-23 06:50:15 UTC  

he likes to be called Hey Seus

2018-01-23 06:50:22 UTC  

but his card says Jesus

2018-01-23 06:50:43 UTC  

I can't go outside often because of it so I need meds @Farunel

2018-01-23 06:51:02 UTC  

I pretty much feel sick everyday

2018-01-23 06:51:19 UTC  

I just personally can't make the decision to take meds, knowing that over time their effectiveness will become less and less, and the dose higher and higher.

2018-01-23 06:52:06 UTC  

smoke weed drink booze

2018-01-23 06:52:19 UTC  

cant go wrong

2018-01-23 06:52:22 UTC  

been around since dawn of humanity

2018-01-23 06:52:24 UTC  

I do smoke weed but I'm not drinking anything any time soon

2018-01-23 06:52:27 UTC  

And then dealing with an addiction to medication years later. Do you really want to be on meds for the rest of your life? The goal is to get better, right? How can you get better if you're addicted to a chemical your own brain creates, and you could train it to create with albeit, more effort. But better long-term effects.

2018-01-23 06:52:47 UTC  

Shrooms are nice in small doses.

2018-01-23 06:53:00 UTC  

LSD great too

2018-01-23 06:53:07 UTC  

Weed keeps giving me bad clausterphobia, I don't think I can do it anymore.

2018-01-23 06:53:08 UTC  

DMT my shit

2018-01-23 06:53:14 UTC  

I don't give a shit if I die in 20 years of it means I can just fucking be able to not feel like shit all the time @Farunel

2018-01-23 06:53:33 UTC  

its all in ur head

2018-01-23 06:53:41 UTC  

What is

2018-01-23 06:53:53 UTC  

Eh, I used to be the same. I forced myself to change. No it's not easy. Not even a little. Do I have to fight it everyday? Yep. Would I take the easy way out and take meds? Never.

2018-01-23 06:54:02 UTC  

change your thinking change yo life

2018-01-23 06:54:31 UTC  

Hiking has helped me out a lot, honestly. Trails that no one else uses.