Message from @cheejiburga

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2018-01-29 10:04:45 UTC  

Yeah. I have asperger's. A family member did something and I told a friend about it. She told, and the drama that came freaked me out so badly as a fucking 8 year old that I completely retracted all of those statements. Again. I had no idea that what had happened was even bad.

2018-01-29 10:04:58 UTC  

It took me a bit longer than some, I guess. To mature socially

2018-01-29 10:05:10 UTC  

I have Aspergers

2018-01-29 10:05:28 UTC  

I told a teacher at school what happened

2018-01-29 10:05:34 UTC  

She told the head

2018-01-29 10:05:46 UTC  

Then the head called the police

2018-01-29 10:05:57 UTC  

Then the police talked to me

2018-01-29 10:06:11 UTC  

Abusive relationships suck very hard when it's blood relatives.

2018-01-29 10:06:24 UTC  

She raped me

2018-01-29 10:06:32 UTC  

That's fucked

2018-01-29 10:06:40 UTC  

Yeah. How old are you, by the way?

2018-01-29 10:06:52 UTC  

I’m 17

2018-01-29 10:06:55 UTC  

Just curious since I've only just gotten to the point of starting to get over it in the past 2 years.

2018-01-29 10:06:57 UTC  

Ahhhh.

2018-01-29 10:06:58 UTC  

I was 15

2018-01-29 10:07:00 UTC  

I am 21.

2018-01-29 10:09:00 UTC  

Completely fucked me over for dating, though. I'd get close to people. But as soon as anything intimate was brought up I honestly would just get nauseated and feel disgust aimed towards myself. I haven't told anyone who knew about the original claims since. Idk why I am still reluctant. *Shrug*

2018-01-29 10:09:04 UTC  

Just ingrained at this point I guess.

2018-01-29 10:09:41 UTC  

Like I said, you’re all very strong.

2018-01-29 10:09:44 UTC  

Baby stepta

2018-01-29 10:09:47 UTC  

Steps*

2018-01-29 10:10:00 UTC  

I feel pretty good now. I hope Yassy gets through it though.

2018-01-29 10:10:21 UTC  

I believe in y’all

2018-01-29 10:10:50 UTC  

You can grow out of it

2018-01-29 10:11:29 UTC  

I consider myself my own personal therapist, lol.

2018-01-29 10:11:47 UTC  

As long as you feel better, that's cool.

2018-01-29 10:11:53 UTC  

^

2018-01-29 10:12:52 UTC  

The only things I need to satisfy me are my shitty little AE86, a long road, and some good music

2018-01-29 10:13:39 UTC  

I wish I was as easily entertained, lol. If I am not actively doing SOMETHING with my mind and hands I am bored. Except for hiking. Closest I can get to a meditative state.

2018-01-29 10:14:11 UTC  

Yeah

2018-01-29 10:14:17 UTC  

Getting bored quickly is a pain in the ass

2018-01-29 10:14:59 UTC  

Agreed.

2018-01-29 10:19:49 UTC  

Also sorry lol. I had a bit of booze tonight. Loosens the lips and makes me a hell of a chatterbox

2018-01-29 10:21:35 UTC  

No problem here

2018-01-29 10:21:54 UTC  

I’m usually a chatterbox myself

2018-01-29 10:22:56 UTC  

I'm typically a bit more private, heh. At least with emotional bullshit. But yeah, I can talk a lot as a bored mofo

2018-01-29 10:25:17 UTC  

Nice.

2018-01-29 10:25:20 UTC  

And sup ppl

2018-01-29 10:25:23 UTC  

Hello all

2018-01-29 10:25:42 UTC  

ay

2018-01-29 10:25:43 UTC  

Yo. Good morning