Message from @Shattered

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2018-03-14 09:23:29 UTC  

I don't really take many photos these days. But I used to get rid of the cystic acne I used to get. I don't really care about mild edits. It's the uncanny sparkle eye/wax figurine filters that make me go "wtf" lol. I don't have snapchat or instagram or really much social media at all, so it's jarring as fuck when I see that shit. *Shrug*

2018-03-14 09:24:05 UTC  

*shrug*

2018-03-14 09:24:29 UTC  

I also draw a lot and spend a lot of time creepily staring at people's faces. So my mind automatically tries to look past the filter but it's impossible with how intensive the edits go.

2018-03-14 09:25:37 UTC  

I just don't get why people don't even want to look like people anymore.

2018-03-14 09:36:13 UTC  

dont have snap, do have insta but only use it to look at other profiles

2018-03-14 09:39:18 UTC  

Tbh I don't have a phone. I use facebook to keep in contact with family. Else from that I just browse image boards and discord ofc.

2018-03-14 09:39:29 UTC  

no phone?

2018-03-14 09:39:29 UTC  

WUT

2018-03-14 09:39:35 UTC  

Can't afford it.

2018-03-14 09:39:43 UTC  

ouch

2018-03-14 09:39:47 UTC  

And don't really care about it I guess

2018-03-14 09:39:58 UTC  

Only people I want to talk to on a regular basis live with me

2018-03-14 09:40:00 UTC  

Sooo

2018-03-14 09:40:27 UTC  

Aside from 1 friend and an s.o. But I have discord for that.

2018-03-14 09:40:35 UTC  

hmm

2018-03-14 09:40:56 UTC  

I'm possibly too antisocial for my own good

2018-03-14 09:41:01 UTC  

happens^^

2018-03-14 09:41:19 UTC  

spend A LOT of time alone too

2018-03-14 09:41:24 UTC  

not always happy about it

2018-03-14 09:41:40 UTC  

I just don't click with people and people don't click with me. I'm good with it.

2018-03-14 09:42:22 UTC  

im almost jealous

2018-03-14 09:42:54 UTC  

I used to try fairly hard to be likeable when I was younger. Idk when that stopped really. I just sat down and realized one day that I don't really talk to anyone anymore.

2018-03-14 09:43:00 UTC  

And don't really want to.

2018-03-14 09:44:46 UTC  

but you do here 😛

2018-03-14 09:44:59 UTC  

In any case, maintaining a social life vs battling being lonely is trading stressors

2018-03-14 09:45:03 UTC  

yeah, I am more vocal with strangers

2018-03-14 09:45:24 UTC  

There's no expectations. I don't really care anyone, and I know they don't care about me. It makes it easier.

2018-03-14 09:45:32 UTC  

about anyone*

2018-03-14 09:46:10 UTC  

sounds depressed

2018-03-14 09:46:58 UTC  

How is staring at other men's chests gay?

2018-03-14 09:47:07 UTC  

Far u nel

2018-03-14 09:47:08 UTC  

Eh, I consider myself more passive.

2018-03-14 09:47:25 UTC  

And pfft, I was just half assedly trolling.

2018-03-14 09:47:46 UTC  

O

2018-03-14 09:48:03 UTC  

Is a bit gay tho

2018-03-14 09:48:14 UTC  

@Fuckcraft u a bit gay

2018-03-14 09:48:26 UTC  

Lol no u

2018-03-14 09:48:30 UTC  

It's not really depressing to me, though. I like there being a lack of expectations in a conversation. There's really no room for disappointment or disappointing, and sometimes you are pleasantly surprised.

2018-03-14 09:48:40 UTC  

@Farunel also true

2018-03-14 09:49:59 UTC  

And being anonymous for the most part is nice. It's just all around easier to deal with people you don't know and who don't know you. Plus, it cuts down on the maintenance. I'm kind of a shitty friend. I fall out of contact with people for months or years. Not out of spite. I just don't care for small talk.

2018-03-14 09:50:14 UTC  

feel ya.