Do they have a weapon? Is there any where you can hide?

I'm hiding behind a couch

I'm sending a car out to you, whats your location

I'm still pretty young, but I feel like I've always been deprived of having any close friendship, and emotional support from my parents. I've always been socially excluded

Oof

Bye

Night

bye voodoo

have a night

I've even thought before that I may be a narcissist

My whole sphere of feeling and understanding is really cross-wired and loopy

ah okay

I dont really know much about narcissism, I dont think I can give much input on the topic in all honesty

I'm probably not a narcissist but I wouldn't rule it out

mentioning that youre still young, some people do show some narcissistic traits in their youth but dont turn out to be actual narcissists in adulthood

Yeah, it's mostly because the line between having ulterior motives or being genuine is blurred to me sometimes, and I hardly ever feel guilt

but narcissism is caracterized by a complete sense of superiority over others and self importance to the point of the detriment of others

Superiority over everyone or just some immediate surrounding people?

nearly everyone, thinking there may be a few exceptions, whether in your social circle or not

but I'm going off of little knowledge, looking for more stuff rn but its hard to find credible sources about this stuff tbh

It could be a lot of things. Emotions can get repressed due to trauma. Doesn’t immediately make people a narcissist though.

The way I think/feel is, the social framework which I've isolated myself from (but I'm still emotionally subjected to) is unfair. It rewards poor behavior, its unregulated, and I can't fit into it, so then I'm a loser. If I were go compare myself to someone I really dislike, say my brother, I hate that he has friends. I hate that people sympathize with him, because he's a terrible person. However people I've been personal/close frirnds with online, I either view equal to or above me

Being a narcissist is more than just not feeling guilty.

^^

Like, I criticize all of my family. I see their personality flaws before the fact that they're family, and I don't really like most of them. Naturally I feel myself as being superior

ah

well these are still emotions and thoughts that can occur to people who arent narcissistic

Yeah

even though narcissists can demonstrate it

I don’t think you’re a narcissist, Fruity. But honestly, none of us are professionals. So we don’t truly know.

its really a hard thing to figure out so the only surefire way to know would be to see a professional

I know it’s easier said than done, though.

I'm aware. I just prefer to be as honest as possible when speculating myself, otherwise it's like being fake

ah makes sense

Even if it's with someone I want to hold a good image of myself with

That’s very

honest

Yeah. I don't think a narcissist would be honest and self-subjecting like that, so thankfully I'm probably not

most likely

anyways I should crash, its getting really late and I have a bunch to do tomorrow and the rest of the weekend...

Oh ok, I appreciate our conversation