Message from @heartattac

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2019-07-26 03:19:47 UTC  

came out to one of my friends tonight

2019-07-26 03:19:49 UTC  

that was fun

2019-07-26 03:19:49 UTC  

Went back to my dads house and remembered why i dont like talking to him

2019-07-26 03:19:56 UTC  

Yes i did 😳

2019-07-26 03:20:01 UTC  

😂

2019-07-26 03:20:04 UTC  

almost threw up bc of suspense

2019-07-26 03:20:07 UTC  

hell yeah

2019-07-26 03:20:09 UTC  

Proud of you @heartattac

2019-07-26 03:20:19 UTC  

Congrats!

2019-07-26 03:21:10 UTC  

My dad doesn’t live with us and hasn’t really been in our lives. Now he’s showing up n shit and it’s like walking on eggshells. He’s always drunk. Even takes my alcohol

2019-07-26 03:21:52 UTC  

He’s drank my wine, 4 smirnoffs and some mud shakes.

2019-07-26 03:22:56 UTC  

And he constantly says how if he does anything for me it’s deducted from my braces cost. Paying for my braces is the only thing he’s done for me and he acts all heroic. Like he’s sacrificed something.

2019-07-26 03:23:50 UTC  

My dad is very self involved. Though he may have changed a bit. His current wife has stage 4 cancer. So I do feel bad for him. I havent talked to him much in the last few months.

2019-07-26 03:24:07 UTC  

Oh that’s horrible

2019-07-26 03:24:24 UTC  

Yeah I've never wished him happy father's day but I did it this year \

2019-07-26 03:24:29 UTC  

half of my family is super conservative evangelical preachers and my mom works for a local catholic church

2019-07-26 03:25:11 UTC  

I honestly dont know what my dad believes because he changes it for whoever he's around

2019-07-26 03:25:16 UTC  

My dad gets in fights with me all the time. Disowned me as his daughter. Forgot my birthday this year. Threatens to rip my braces off my mouth. Sends me awful texts

2019-07-26 03:25:17 UTC  

my parents arent bad except for the fact that I am at extremely high risk for childhood ptsd and show all the symptoms (don't have a diagnosis because any form of mental health facility is used as a threat)

2019-07-26 03:25:24 UTC  

My mom and one of my sisters are agnostic, then me and my other sister are just atheist

2019-07-26 03:25:30 UTC  

im apatheist

2019-07-26 03:25:58 UTC  

I've done my time as an admin of theology and philosophy debate groups and I decided they're all just idiots wasting their time

2019-07-26 03:26:02 UTC  

I’m Wiccan. Though I count it as more spiritual. I also like Buddhism

2019-07-26 03:26:16 UTC  

If your opinion can be changed by reading an essay by some old white guy do you really have an opinion

2019-07-26 03:26:23 UTC  

yknow

2019-07-26 03:26:24 UTC  

But I also lean towards atheism

2019-07-26 03:26:29 UTC  

Agree

2019-07-26 03:26:34 UTC  

I like learning about other religions and spiritual ideologies but I dont really believe in anything

2019-07-26 03:27:19 UTC  

I've spent the past few years just talking to different people all over the world and learning about their life experiences and their morals and I base my morals and reasoning on those collective stories

2019-07-26 03:27:32 UTC  

In my opinion that's real philosophy

2019-07-26 03:27:44 UTC  

I agree. That’s kinda what I do in a sense

2019-07-26 03:27:52 UTC  

I remember talking to my mom a couple of years ago about it and she was telling me about how she is agnostic because she WANTS to believe there is something out there. I told her I dont really think there is, and she told me "But isn't that scary". I dont know. Question caught me offguard because I never really thought about it in that regard :P

2019-07-26 03:27:58 UTC  

You don't learn about human behavior or the meaning of anything by reading essays by extremely educated people

2019-07-26 03:28:03 UTC  

Education is a privilege

2019-07-26 03:28:13 UTC  

you only get part of the story with that

2019-07-26 03:28:34 UTC  

It's still important to be educated, though. But there isn't only one kind of intelligence

2019-07-26 03:28:43 UTC  

home

2019-07-26 03:28:56 UTC  

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2019-07-26 03:28:57 UTC  

Yeah but formal education that these philosophers have

2019-07-26 03:29:06 UTC  

I can see wanting to believe in more. I have impending doom of just being gone along with my family and it gives me terrible anxiety

2019-07-26 03:29:22 UTC  

Welcome back @seggy