Message from @ren

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2019-08-01 07:27:10 UTC  

One day

2019-08-01 07:27:30 UTC  

I hold my weight well then 😋

2019-08-01 07:28:30 UTC  

I’ve been 300

2019-08-01 07:28:35 UTC  

^

2019-08-01 07:28:38 UTC  

Big oof fam I’ve been single too long and it’s killing me

2019-08-01 07:28:50 UTC  

Same but I’m kinda finding peace with it

2019-08-01 07:28:58 UTC  

I’ve been 250. Never again

2019-08-01 07:29:27 UTC  

I’m usually at peace with it as well but some nights I start to go crazy lmao

2019-08-01 07:29:27 UTC  

I think I’ve been upwards of 310 at one point or another. I’m glad I’m shrinking, I have so much more control over my balance already

2019-08-01 07:29:46 UTC  

I feel that.

2019-08-01 07:29:55 UTC  

Sometimes I get so lonely

2019-08-01 07:30:17 UTC  

oof

2019-08-01 07:30:26 UTC  

highest i’ve been was like 190

2019-08-01 07:30:46 UTC  

I’ve been single to the point where my classmates actively mocked the idea of me having a relationship

2019-08-01 07:30:51 UTC  

*that hurt*

2019-08-01 07:31:10 UTC  

But my last relationship was supposed to be a one night stand but I got sucked into dating the guy. And he wanted sex everytime we saw each other. It was boring. And he was dramatic. So I’m like wooo I’m free lmao

2019-08-01 07:31:25 UTC  

My friends set me up with a girl who they though would be “good for me”

2019-08-01 07:31:33 UTC  

It sucked lol

2019-08-01 07:31:44 UTC  

Red flag #1

2019-08-01 07:31:44 UTC  

How tall are you ren?

2019-08-01 07:31:50 UTC  

5’8”

2019-08-01 07:31:54 UTC  

Skinny

2019-08-01 07:31:58 UTC  

it’s still not good

2019-08-01 07:32:03 UTC  

not really

2019-08-01 07:32:06 UTC  

How much are you Rn

2019-08-01 07:32:14 UTC  

If you don’t mind me asking

2019-08-01 07:32:31 UTC  

rn i’m like, 179?? 178?? i’m in the process of losing weight

2019-08-01 07:32:47 UTC  

i actually just sent a photo in selfies for the meme lol

2019-08-01 07:33:04 UTC  

Right better then me lol

2019-08-01 07:33:08 UTC  

you are skinny

2019-08-01 07:33:17 UTC  

^

2019-08-01 07:33:30 UTC  

I wanna be like 120-125

2019-08-01 07:33:50 UTC  

ummm

2019-08-01 07:33:55 UTC  

you'll get there one day

2019-08-01 07:34:00 UTC  

i’m definitely not skinny

2019-08-01 07:34:32 UTC  

overall i wanna go down to 140-150

2019-08-01 07:34:43 UTC  

you are skinny tho

2019-08-01 07:34:57 UTC  

definitely not lol i’m technically overweight

2019-08-01 07:35:24 UTC  

I highly doubt that

2019-08-01 07:35:47 UTC  

If I could get to 150, that’s where I’d want to stay, but depending on how much of it is muscle, I’d settle for 175

2019-08-01 07:36:12 UTC  

i am tho lol