Message from @BlackWidow

Discord ID: 616253501424664591


2019-08-28 12:47:35 UTC  

I don't remember what state Rep lives in-
but if I went to hospitals in that state I would be extremely freaked out right now.
As I said before (but now with more info) I have an auto-immune decease that can affect the brain called PANS

2019-08-28 12:48:02 UTC  

with the brain being involved it messes up everything

2019-08-28 12:48:26 UTC  

The pictures that were taken of his Grandad were AT a hospital?!

2019-08-28 12:48:39 UTC  

To my knowlage yes

2019-08-28 12:48:52 UTC  

the way he said it implies it was shortly after death

2019-08-28 12:48:59 UTC  

I hadn't seen the pictures, didn't care to look for them* as it would feel a bit disrespectful to do so- but F*** ME thats really bad if that is the case

2019-08-28 12:49:24 UTC  

Could it not be a morgue as opposed to a hospital in that case?..

2019-08-28 12:49:29 UTC  

and seeing as the family didn't know the true way he had died (only finding out after the picture), in my mind I don't see anyway

2019-08-28 12:49:31 UTC  

I'm sorry you have to deal with that @ShinePaw101

2019-08-28 12:49:33 UTC  

which would make it just as bad if not actually worse

2019-08-28 12:49:39 UTC  

that's still a violation of HIPPA

2019-08-28 12:49:48 UTC  

Yep

2019-08-28 12:49:54 UTC  

Extreme OCD-like tendencies, Eating disorders, I got extream claustriphobia

2019-08-28 12:50:02 UTC  

I couldn't even wear clothes

2019-08-28 12:50:18 UTC  

HIPAA?

2019-08-28 12:50:20 UTC  

Damn

2019-08-28 12:50:21 UTC  

I feel you

2019-08-28 12:50:25 UTC  

I had to go to doctor's in shorts and my blanket it was so bad

2019-08-28 12:50:37 UTC  

and I could only eat about 5ish things

2019-08-28 12:50:51 UTC  

becuse everying tasted so weird due to basicly being sick all the time

2019-08-28 12:51:24 UTC  

Damn, I'm sorry

2019-08-28 12:51:47 UTC  

it's fine- i'm somewhat better now but it's gong to be around for the rest of my life due to it's nature

2019-08-28 12:51:58 UTC  

but I'll be more prepaired for when a relaps happens

2019-08-28 12:52:15 UTC  

it's why I'm really vocal about these things ;^^

2019-08-28 12:53:13 UTC  

Gotcha. I'm also vocal about my feelings and my mental problems

2019-08-28 12:53:36 UTC  

Nothing too bad has happened to me in/around hospitals yet ~~I say yet as I will be seeing many doctors in my life~~
but it is a fear that exists that I try not to think about

2019-08-28 12:53:42 UTC  

Oh wait-

2019-08-28 12:54:02 UTC  

there was this one time were a person didn't steralize propery and could have given me sepstice-

2019-08-28 12:54:20 UTC  

I think I'm the odd one out here, I'm not very vocal about my own mental health, however I am very vocal about mental health in general

I especially get vocal when somebody with one type of mental illness / health issue tries to speak on behalf of all others, that is probably one of my biggest gripes (Not saying that because of this chat in any way, speaking about past experiences)

2019-08-28 12:54:21 UTC  

I had a thing conected to my heart for plasma farrisis

2019-08-28 12:54:33 UTC  

if I had gotten an infection it could have killed me

2019-08-28 12:55:02 UTC  

wew, I am very sorry to hear that Paw

2019-08-28 12:55:24 UTC  

my mom is a nurse and was able to tell- she got another nurse to clean it properly

2019-08-28 12:55:59 UTC  

luckly I didn't fully understand at that moment but in hindsite it's scary as fork

2019-08-28 12:56:15 UTC  

~~idk the server's swearing rules XD~~

2019-08-28 12:56:30 UTC  

Geez. I couldn't imagine dealing with that

2019-08-28 12:56:51 UTC  

the human body is quite good at forking itself over

2019-08-28 12:57:12 UTC  

You made me re-read the rules now
and I noticed "Respect mods or admins."
So I gotta pick one, I choose to respect Mods because they will more than likely ban me quicker than an admin 😂

Edit: I swear to god if I get accidenta-banned over this joke.. aha

2019-08-28 12:57:35 UTC  

PANS is really interesting medical wise

2019-08-28 12:57:41 UTC  

pff lol Yuppy

2019-08-28 12:58:28 UTC  

I didn't see anything about swearing