Message from @Blackjax

Discord ID: 616256044993085440


2019-08-28 12:54:02 UTC  

there was this one time were a person didn't steralize propery and could have given me sepstice-

2019-08-28 12:54:20 UTC  

I think I'm the odd one out here, I'm not very vocal about my own mental health, however I am very vocal about mental health in general

I especially get vocal when somebody with one type of mental illness / health issue tries to speak on behalf of all others, that is probably one of my biggest gripes (Not saying that because of this chat in any way, speaking about past experiences)

2019-08-28 12:54:21 UTC  

I had a thing conected to my heart for plasma farrisis

2019-08-28 12:54:33 UTC  

if I had gotten an infection it could have killed me

2019-08-28 12:55:02 UTC  

wew, I am very sorry to hear that Paw

2019-08-28 12:55:24 UTC  

my mom is a nurse and was able to tell- she got another nurse to clean it properly

2019-08-28 12:55:59 UTC  

luckly I didn't fully understand at that moment but in hindsite it's scary as fork

2019-08-28 12:56:15 UTC  

~~idk the server's swearing rules XD~~

2019-08-28 12:56:30 UTC  

Geez. I couldn't imagine dealing with that

2019-08-28 12:56:51 UTC  

the human body is quite good at forking itself over

2019-08-28 12:57:12 UTC  

You made me re-read the rules now
and I noticed "Respect mods or admins."
So I gotta pick one, I choose to respect Mods because they will more than likely ban me quicker than an admin 😂

Edit: I swear to god if I get accidenta-banned over this joke.. aha

2019-08-28 12:57:35 UTC  

PANS is really interesting medical wise

2019-08-28 12:57:41 UTC  

pff lol Yuppy

2019-08-28 12:58:28 UTC  

I didn't see anything about swearing

2019-08-28 12:58:48 UTC  

anyway- yeh, if you want to learn one of the ways the body can mess itself over it's really intresting and scary as ANYONE can get it as long as your somewhat young

2019-08-28 12:59:03 UTC  

My company has only just started taking mental health seriously when someone tried to throw themselves off of the building next to us. So i here you @ShinePaw101

2019-08-28 12:59:18 UTC  

fuck i'm sorry to hear about that

2019-08-28 12:59:27 UTC  

i'm glad that your work is takeing it sereously though

2019-08-28 12:59:41 UTC  

Me too

2019-08-28 12:59:44 UTC  

even if it took something like that to get them to do anything

2019-08-28 13:01:30 UTC  

Ikr, like ive suffered all my life with depression amd anxeity. It took nearly 20 years of my life and a bad mental breakdown to kind of see i wasnt okay. So i totally can relate bro ❤

2019-08-28 13:01:52 UTC  

I kinda wanna keep talking about my experiences but I feel bad stealing this chat for so long

2019-08-28 13:02:11 UTC  

Fuck

2019-08-28 13:03:00 UTC  

their's a link in his newest vid

2019-08-28 13:03:12 UTC  

just post that to the friend and tell them to look in the discription

2019-08-28 13:04:43 UTC  

@Blackjax If you don't mind me asking, how old are you?

2019-08-28 13:06:14 UTC  

I only ask as I too have had some severe depression lasting an extremely long time- for me it seems to come and go in long waves

2019-08-28 13:06:41 UTC  

Me ? Im 27 coming 28 lol @YuppyPlays

2019-08-28 13:07:21 UTC  

Damn fam we're in the same age gap then, I'm 26 at the mo'

2019-08-28 13:07:53 UTC  

Do you also love humanity but at the same time hate most humans? (Of course based on behaviours exhibited from peeps, as opposed to just hating all people for the halibut' 😂 )

2019-08-28 13:08:52 UTC  

To be more specific, I live in a location where most people I get the ... "Pleasure" of meeting, are pretty much "I think I'm hard man" dickheads who are scrawny runts that go in packs

2019-08-28 13:09:49 UTC  

@YuppyPlays are we like brothers or something. I wanna move to the us just so I can own a shotgun and a get off my lawn sign. 😂😂 and yes same! All the what we call chavs over here, do my nut!

2019-08-28 13:10:05 UTC  

My dude, where tf you at - West London here fam

2019-08-28 13:10:21 UTC  

West sussex mate

2019-08-28 13:10:47 UTC  

Fuck me sideways, I used to live RIGHT near there! in Gosport!

2019-08-28 13:10:56 UTC  

I say "RIGHT near there" but I guess I mean somewhat near 😂

2019-08-28 13:11:39 UTC  

still, mad man- how is it down there?

2019-08-28 13:12:14 UTC  

Rich southerners and boring coffee shops. I prefer croydon 😂😂

2019-08-28 13:13:17 UTC  

Ah god yeah, I found in Gosport area the old people were way ruder than the young'ens

2019-08-28 13:13:45 UTC  

Once had two old men stop in front of me and some lads (We were and are the polite kind) and one of them started getting in one of my friends faces saying we're so disrespectful and that he'll knock our blocks off

2019-08-28 13:14:01 UTC  

Now I'm not a "Hard man tings yeah" - but I'm pretty damn hefty and I didn't want to be responsible for the death of a pensioner