i was unhappy

oh man

didn't love her in the end

i felt bad, man

holy shit man

i still do

holy fucking

i mean, what should i have done, lie to her?

have her live in ignorant bliss?

maybe its your fault

for not trying to love her

i tried

and this is your just desserts

believe me

i did all i could

Sad nibba hours

thistbh

love is both a choice and an emotion

man she was too much work

in the end i just needed to be alone

but it quickly got lonely

i tried with another girl

my fucking quote unquote friend stole her

he literally walked up to her and asked if she was gonna go sleep with me, then proceeds to ask if shed rather sleep with him instead

man i hate them both with a passion of a million suns

and i thought this dude was my bro for so long

i thought he was cool

i was gonna say i need new friends but people are shit no matter what

i just wanna give up

i cant trust a single soul out there and i keep coming to the same conclusion

time after time

but i refuse to learn

self-sufficiency is the road to happiness

im self sufficient but it feels pointless without anyone who loves me or supports me

ya know, idealistic thinking

Fake and gay.