I need to go on a binge of that sorta story. >.> Try and adopt more of those mannerisms. XD

@Laucivol art deco seems ok

I want to redo all the "portals" in my house with carved entryways and/or doors

So that they're beautiful.

The 20s certainly had a particular sense of style.

Im gathering tools to do sob and tying to up my skill to a point I can be happy enough with. Eventually i want to expand my front entrance so that I have a huge set of double doors with a carving in it. If I ever sell the place it'll go for a lot, or I'll just have a beautiful home

Some day I'll settle down & bother with such things.. *maybe*... however wanderlust has a strong hold on me.

@Jack of Trades why would you self insert as a fat ugly bastard

smh

self insert as an anime girl rapist

duh

Still, sounds cool JoT.

@Lucienne d'Anwyl cause im a fat ugly bastard? Presumably there's moe than one

Well, I'm only ugly cuz I'm fat. I'm not actually ugly.

work out bruj

But yes, cute anime futa would be better

@Lucienne d'Anwyl diet is more important

Though working out will be necessary for attractiveness. Im gonna have to fill in some of that fat.

nah bruj

if you work out

your existing diet will work out

as you expend more energy and such

do cardio

True, they're hand in hand

I mean, I've done this before so I know what to do

The problem is overcoming myself

And no, my existing diet won't work out, irl have to change

Too much sugar and junk. Going on keto and doing IF helps. Whether or not ketosis is BS is irrelevant, as im less hungry due to the decreased carbs and moderate fat, so THAT helps me eat less and there's fewer calories in such a diet.

Like, it's more difficult to eat as many calories when im on keto than it is when im eating whatever

Especially soda

tis a good way to hurt yourself if you dont know what youre doing

muscle atrophy is an especially tricky thing

I do know

Ive done a lot of research on mitigation

My trouble isn't lack of knowledge, it's procrastination

I think I know what the general issue is, but I'm still trying to trick myself into doing it regularly again

I lost 70lbs this year and gained almost 40 back since August

Absolute idiocy on my part

i think i would die if i lost 70 lbs

"For the good that I would I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do."

Also - I, too, would probably wither away should I lose 70 lbs.