Why limit yourself to merely being a clown?

A big boy clown

Because being anything beyond a clown does not interest me

I would rather laugh

What, not even the purpose that you attach to being a clown?

There is always a point to laughter.

The point is to laugh at your obscenities

And to accentuate them

For they are so wild and outlandish you’d think only a clown would do it

And yet here you are, stooping to the same level, respecting the same blackmails of non-seriousness.

That Ian

I am

Yet I acknowledge the clown I am

There is a clownishness that you aren't prepared to accept, though.

You're not clownish enough.

To become a clown is to accept all outrageousness

But then it becomes *normal*.

Then I will simply switch back to what is deemed outrageous

And the cycle will continue

Your contrarian lot has been seen before countless times. The people who don't take themselves seriously are everywhere. Hell, kids don't even take their depressions seriously these days.

You will switch? Okay.

But who decides what you switch between?

You say this as if this isn’t something I haven’t already known

And you accept it.

Yes I do

But this is *normalcy*.

You are accepting a state of affairs and backing it.

then perhaps the nature of a clown is true nature of man

anyways tl;dr you’re gay lnao

Oh, I'm happy?

Yes, maybe I do have reasons to be happy!

Sorry, I meant you are a massive homosexual driven with penis lust

No, you see, in my world of clownish nuance, I'm choosing to revert back to old terminology!

That’s still pretty homosexual

It is and it isn't.

Can I smell your feet

I want to colonise your entire body and mind, I want to fulfil a Landian fantasy.

I will stick needles in you and force the remnants of a liquefied Jason Unruhe into your veins.

That’s making me horny

You got to...
Know when to HOLD EM
Know when to FOLD EM