Really?? interesting. from what age? that you can remember?

I remember thinking it in my teens

You are only the second person I've ever come across that has said that. it's very unusual. so curious as to how you somehow "got that" as a teen.

were you always sort of redpilled back then?

on other topics?

Not sure really. A bit maybe

I'm a hobby psychologist. trying to figure out the difference between bluepill/redpill people. convinced it's not DNA as my entire family is bluepilled and wont budge.

there is something else at play here. but starting to see a pattern related to humility

vs pride

good morning citizen

it comes from being rebelious as a youngster i think?

dont chu gud morning me ma'am 😄

no ma'am

now youve scared em away

pfft

lol

like a splinter in your mind, FEPhd 🙂

they seem decent so far

@Logrian mostly I'm just so frustrated that my entire family is asleep. am starting to wonder if some people just can't wake up

i think that might be the case

like maybe you can't truly redpill some. it's just a gift. you have it or you dont

its not for you to 'wake' them up, this is your journey for you aloine

Took me awhile to learn this

regardless, you cannot wake someone else up, they are the one who must do the waking if theyre going to

true that

yes logrian

you cannot waste your journey trying to drag dead weight 🙂

I know....but...when it's your parents...and brother

it's more difficult

it hinders the forward progression needed for this journey

where youre going to have to explore thousands of nook an crannies

I'm actually pretty content with where I am now.

you still have much to learn, as we all do 🙂

sure. but I think we are also called to help others.

we are not in this for ourselves

i disagree

have you ever heard the chinese tea proverb?

we are awke because its our time to be

we dont want to waste this opportunity

there is no 'ourselves'we are infinite consciousness 🙂

ah ok. not in the same boat...