@Biolucker @YuriBezmenov @Dude Thinker Her boyfriend is thinking about taking her back! I am convincing her to go back with him and she's bought it. She just deleted all her messages with me (Telegram and iMessages) and said to "ghost her" for the next few days because she's going to try to make it work with him so he's going to check her phone. Literally moments before this, she was telling me to drive up immediately (disregarding I have a job) for her. He messaged her one thing and BOOM she's gone. This is almost too easy! Part of me is sad, obviously, since this is an outright rejection of me. It's for the best though!

I have all messages and nudes encrypted on 2 drives in 2 locations. We good hopefully.

@TheLastGodKing

That's a cool Pfp man

It stimulates my brain in the right way

Anyone suggest a male sex toy as the "ultimate?" Everywhere I look says Fleshlight - Stoya Destroyer as the ultimate for intensity.

Tenga fliphole ones are pretty good, the black variant is super stimulating. I've heard spinning pussy is the shit though...

Idk nothing about sex toys but i'm glad that you already ditched the bitch

Easy to do if you never had sex in the first place XD

Go to TFM’s channel, he reviews a lot of the toys. @reagoge

Some of them are legit

Sex is over hyped

@𓅂 𝔗𝔥𝔢𝔏𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔊𝔬𝔡𝔎𝔦𝔫𝔤𓅂 Preach it brother.

I am done caring for a bit. I am in pain and I hate it. I didn't even experience the obedient virgin you had @𓅂 𝔗𝔥𝔢𝔏𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔊𝔬𝔡𝔎𝔦𝔫𝔤𓅂 so I can't imagine your pain of letting her go.

At least you did right by her and stayed a free agent.

Shit's rough.

I hate this shit.

She's talking to her dad about moving back to Texas and finding a school her to transfer to. So she can be with me

Here*

Oh shit!

Are you going to go for it?

Is she pursuing a specific career where she needs to be in NYC?

How are you doing in life? Are you on your mission?

She misses you and shit? Aw man that is so cool 😉

No. That's just where her school is. But i honestly doubt she's going to move back

Would you be happy if she did? What would you do differently?

I have a good job and make a decent living. But she's definitely been a distraction. But she's also made me want to do better. Which i know is dangerous. Never better yourself solely for a woman. But I've been feeling apathetic about life. I could honestly use any motivation to do better at this point

Dude... I have been feeling the same way. I have been doing well in life but I've gotten comfortable. I saw my girl as a sex toy but then I caught feelings so at least you had more of a wholesome foundation.

How will you regain that motivation/spice?

I am trying to figure it out for myself.

My main drive is sad... it's just about making more coin than last year and launching a successful product.

I'm thinking about a vending machine business. Low start up cost and low maintenance. They'll make money while i work my regular job.

I still gotta look more into it

I'm just gonna force myself to move forward. I need to start working out again. That always put my mind right and upped my confidence

Yes!

It'll be good.

@𓅂 𝔗𝔥𝔢𝔏𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔊𝔬𝔡𝔎𝔦𝔫𝔤𓅂 At least you were not a dumb fucking idiot like me.

@reagoge you can't caall yourself a dumb fucking idiot. You recognize you need to do better and are seeking advice on how to do so. You want to better yourself. The fact that you have that desire. Means you aren't an idiot. An idiot would have no desire to better because they would be unable to see that thier situation is flawed in the first place

Eh, true. I still have feelings for this girl though. I am still weak.

@YuriBezmenov yes good reviews on TFM

It's biological. It's a weakness that was programmed into us. But we are men not animals. We can overcome our biological programming.