Message from @el_deffo

Discord ID: 801702830268088330


2021-01-21 06:17:57 UTC  

I will <:Leo:777356346097139732>

2021-01-21 06:29:12 UTC  

I managed to somehow lose access to the discord....had a huge frickin melt down thinking they had followed through and taken us down

2021-01-21 06:29:43 UTC  

Oh yeah... it was pretty crazy yesterday.

2021-01-21 06:31:03 UTC  

Such bull. I'm so frustrated. My best friend, well, ex best friend now I suppose, told me that he doesnt consider my rights being violated as a woman and a Christian to be valid concerns because he, a gay mexican man, has never experienced those forms of discrimination

2021-01-21 06:31:36 UTC  

This was almost immediately after he admitted he has never faced any form of discrimination for being gay or not white

2021-01-21 06:33:02 UTC  

So yeah, my friend for the last 16 years is totally cool with my civil rights being violated as long as the rights he has never been deprived of continue to take front and center

2021-01-21 06:34:36 UTC  

You broke up with your best friend?? That blows.... me and my best friend don't agree on a lot but he's like my brother.

2021-01-21 06:34:50 UTC  

Well, both

2021-01-21 06:36:16 UTC  

I had my best friend, Amber. And my gay bff Jon. I started losing weight this year after many failed attempts. Amber out of nowhere emailed me that I "wasn't good for her mental health" and then ghosted me. I think she was pissed about the weight loss because it's literally the only thing that changed.

2021-01-21 06:36:55 UTC  

That was in July. Jon was initially supportive but took it super personally when I told him I couldnt bring myself to vote for Bide

2021-01-21 06:37:23 UTC  

And has been slowly but surely making it clear that hes only interested in me if he can be in charge

2021-01-21 06:37:35 UTC  

Ok... is she big? I don't understand why that would upset someone... should be happy for you. Or does she have different ideals as you?

2021-01-21 06:37:43 UTC  

Shes big

2021-01-21 06:38:12 UTC  

She goes back and forth between body positivity(barf) and dieting

2021-01-21 06:38:39 UTC  

I honestly think she was upset that it was working this time for me and not her.

2021-01-21 06:38:53 UTC  

Oh ok..... that's kinda 💩.... it sucks... but you don't need people that are only trying to get something out of you around. Blessing in disguise as they say.

2021-01-21 06:38:59 UTC  

We lived a 13 hour drive apart so we didnt see each other.

2021-01-21 06:39:31 UTC  

And when I'd give her weighins she would always say she was just a few pounds lighter. But when I went to see her in July...she looked the same

2021-01-21 06:39:50 UTC  

Yeah... I can't deal with those body positivity people lol... I'm not gonna go shaming people but let's be honest.... I know I'm not in the best shape lmao.

2021-01-21 06:40:27 UTC  

Right, I was about an inch away from needing a seat belt extender when I flew to Hawaii back just before this began

2021-01-21 06:40:49 UTC  

I miss those times...

2021-01-21 06:41:03 UTC  

Pre covid?

2021-01-21 06:41:19 UTC  

Well. Congrats. Hope you keep reaching your goals...

2021-01-21 06:41:45 UTC  

Yep... idk how much we can talk about that now so I'll leave it at that.

2021-01-21 06:41:56 UTC  

Right

2021-01-21 06:42:12 UTC  

Thanks for letting me spill my purse

2021-01-21 06:42:47 UTC  

Np. Pretty 💩times.. we all need to vent

2021-01-21 06:43:16 UTC  

Being newly conservative leaning is hard when you spent your first 34 years of life building up the fragility of a democrat.

2021-01-21 06:43:39 UTC  

Well... welcome.

2021-01-21 06:43:58 UTC  

Ultimately I voted Trump because that gay friend said not to bother voting at all since I live in a blue state so my vote wouldnt count

2021-01-21 06:44:13 UTC  

I grew up in Chicago so I know a bit about all that.

2021-01-21 06:44:26 UTC  

Apparently forgetting he lives in Texas, which is about as red as they come

2021-01-21 06:45:26 UTC  

Yeah... it's getting too close for comfort in TX. Too many people from California moving there

2021-01-21 06:45:34 UTC  

My baby brother just moved to El Paso which is mostly democrats but he said no one there is social distancing, gyms are open but no one cleans up.after they use anything and not a mask to be seen.

2021-01-21 06:46:09 UTC  

Sounds great. I'm going!

2021-01-21 06:46:47 UTC  

I cant wait to visit, lmao. I have a house reserved for 4 nights in April...4 bedrooms, private pool, $550 for the whole time

2021-01-21 06:47:21 UTC  

Bars on the windows so it's probably border adjacent but whatever. Bars on the windows!

2021-01-21 06:47:51 UTC  

That's a great deal. Lmao. Yeah... probably not the best neighborhood. But still.. have fun

2021-01-21 06:48:22 UTC  

My brother is white but spent time in prison and looks like he could be a tough mexican. No one will mess with us

2021-01-21 06:49:11 UTC  

Lol I would hope not.

2021-01-21 06:49:43 UTC  

And me, well, I got crazy bitch energy.