Message from @Jack Mehoff

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2019-09-14 10:05:16 UTC  

I like how I am a self starter. Seems to have awoken something real cool within, but I am thinking it will be ground down over time since my environment at home not any different

2019-09-14 10:20:49 UTC  

I wonder if the fact that I was away from the US might have buoyed my spirits. Granted Tokyo has its problems, but I did not hear about politics and otherwise black pilled shit. Additionally, there is a certain decorum that comes along with being in that city that is notably absent from here in my parts.

2019-09-14 10:21:16 UTC  

If you dont want it to be ground down then mabey keep changing your environments

2019-09-14 10:21:22 UTC  

Yeah

2019-09-14 10:21:27 UTC  

That is the idea

2019-09-14 10:21:35 UTC  

Noice.

2019-09-14 10:21:39 UTC  

While you're there

2019-09-14 10:21:46 UTC  

Learn some martial arts or some shit

2019-09-14 10:21:52 UTC  

Im already back

2019-09-14 10:22:01 UTC  

In US for the past 2 days

2019-09-14 10:22:33 UTC  

oh

2019-09-14 10:22:42 UTC  

Missed opportunity

2019-09-14 10:22:51 UTC  

Could have become a martial arts master and kill bad guys

2019-09-14 10:22:53 UTC  

80s style

2019-09-14 10:23:03 UTC  

I have already instituted diet changes, running a side business, exercising and such, but most of that is getting stale. I haven't reached a break in many of these things.

2019-09-14 10:23:54 UTC  

Travel, among other things, has given me a wider perspective on that the "normal" way people run things is actually quite self destructive

2019-09-14 10:24:20 UTC  

how so?

2019-09-14 10:24:30 UTC  

I had a taste of freedom, to a certain extent that most people dont or may not ever get to see

2019-09-14 10:24:52 UTC  

Essentially, the life of a person, man or woman, is to become as a cog

2019-09-14 10:25:10 UTC  

It's a form of soft slavery

2019-09-14 10:26:22 UTC  

As long as you are well capitalized, you can do more, but I only had enough to comfortably hold me down for a little over a week there. Imagine what I could do with more.

2019-09-14 10:26:45 UTC  

The true value in anyone's life is really their time. How you deploy it is everything.

2019-09-14 10:27:41 UTC  

In a sense, we are stuck in a self-rationalized state of amusement or self destruction, based on how one perceives things.

2019-09-14 10:28:13 UTC  

But perhaps the biggest thing this trip taught me is that my calling in life is to be free.

2019-09-14 10:28:39 UTC  

Where it is, may not matter as much as the fact that I am free.

2019-09-14 10:30:35 UTC  

I am glad I can talk about this with you folks also. The NPCs around me would short out with the first particle of my first sentence, never mind getting the gist of what I am communicating or even helping to build it to something more concrete.

2019-09-14 10:32:49 UTC  

The abject sense of loneliness I feel is not from lack of people around me or even from not having a wife or a family as much as it is the lack of meaningfulness in my social circle and in general society as a whole. Just as I fear being ground down others have taken that path further down than I currently am and have lost the spark that makes them human.

2019-09-14 10:38:37 UTC  

So i tried searching how many years does a parent go to jail for child abuse but still no results

2019-09-14 10:39:08 UTC  

Answer = 0

2019-09-14 10:41:37 UTC  

<:clownpepe:564530802667290625>

2019-09-14 10:55:48 UTC  

@CROAT I see you are a man of culture as well

2019-09-14 11:01:00 UTC  

Yes I am.

2019-09-14 11:06:08 UTC  

Agent 47 is the ultimate Chad

2019-09-14 11:10:39 UTC  

But then again he is a clone

2019-09-14 11:16:22 UTC  

???

2019-09-14 11:20:26 UTC  

Nah nothing, just some homo shit

2019-09-14 11:38:05 UTC  

Agent 47-sama is a great man

2019-09-14 11:38:12 UTC  

that must be emulated

2019-09-14 11:43:04 UTC  

He's not a threat

2019-09-14 11:44:54 UTC  

The real ones is the albanian mafia from the deep web