Speaking of Nietzsche, I just bought The Joyous Science

@Deleted User primarily rpgs.

Oh very nice. Why don't you game as much anymore (you said used to)?

I downloaded torrents. But some of his works i am tempted to pick up in hard copy form.

Suet is unrendered beef fat. Tallow is rendered beef fat.

I think self improvement stifles the desire to game

@Xychotic It seems suet is cheaper around me but can I just put that on a skillet or do I need to "render it?"

@YuriBezmenov See... it does but I still play strategy games lol.

It's weird how movies/shows/videos and strategy games don't feel "dirty" to me at all on this quest to become better.

Im still a hard copy guy @GingerSnaps

Though I’m reading some stuff on pdfs atm

I love kindle.

@Deleted User I've never been one to finish a game, always get into it hardcore and thwn lose interest half way through. I'm struggling with being depressed at the moment, nothing holds my interest for long. Also i got obsessive with video gaming, lost a relationship becaus3 of it and that was both wake up call and ruined gaming for me. I didn't pick up a game for like two three months after our break up.

Even movies and shows have lost their allure to me tbh

@GingerSnaps Damn, I'm sorry to hear that.

See... the problem with games for me is very specific and singular.

I crave progress and achievement. I ONLY play strategy. it's all about creation, conquest and management.

@YuriBezmenov same

only thing I watch is mainly youtube creators

and yuri bezmenov documentaries lol

Yup

I crave that in real life and achieve some of it but after a long 10 hour day I come home and escape into a unreal world were I get back to work for 2-3 hours.

It's so weird.

Hehe @Thompson_45 thats a must

@Thompson_45 YouTube has replaced all TV/movies for me except 1-2 shows and certain films like John Wick. I watch all my tv on flixtor.to 😃

@Deleted User don't be. I don't want her in my life anymore and neither does she.

@GingerSnaps Well, the relationship sucks it took a dive but I meant more the depression you're facing now.

How do you get out of that?

Is it little wins that build into better wins and then finally it clicks and you're back to normal like magic?

lately I've been watching alot of 'black pilled' videos, his commentary on propaganda is a1

You need to render it for best results.

Otherwise, like butter, you risk burning it. The protein solids can't stand up to the heat the way the rendered fat can.

Plus, rendered fat keeps. Unrendered fat does not.

Kids, Get me the Ak! The World needs some new changes

@YuriBezmenov if you love yuri's stuff, take a look at this video. It's from 'body language ghost' on youtube. Youtube shadow bans her from the search results https://archive.org/details/youtube-SZ2_n3ielwI

@Deleted User oh right. Yeah don't be sorry. It's primarily self inflicted. I'm not taking good care of myself like i should. I chain smoke, get over caffeinated and stay up late, isolate in my room, etc. I probably shouldn't have even mentioned it. I don't deserve any sympathy.

her channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC7n8r27jRnjpYpfyEfBOLFw/videos

she reads body language

@GingerSnaps Well it's not sympathy. I don't want to become depressed so I can learn from you 😉

If you got more social, quit smoking, quit coffee (for some time), worked out, slept well and ate better - would you still be depressed?

Thank you @Thompson_45