Message from @KenneticEnergy

Discord ID: 588503032182865959


2019-06-12 22:51:50 UTC  

I saw tfms response video to buzzfeed

2019-06-12 22:52:05 UTC  

"x questions women have for men"

2019-06-12 22:52:39 UTC  

Yeah that's basically what happened to me. Somehow crp's video about not dating damaged women popped up in my home feed, and that led me to sandman via recommended videos.

2019-06-12 22:52:49 UTC  

I might have watched that years ago before I knew what mgtow is

2019-06-12 22:53:41 UTC  

For me it was barbar video

2019-06-12 22:54:03 UTC  

Then I found stardusk and sandman

2019-06-12 22:54:08 UTC  

Immediately after

2019-06-12 22:54:22 UTC  

Those were the days i suppose. Back before the first mgtow purge.

2019-06-12 22:54:48 UTC  

Yeah Ive been a member for 6,7 years

2019-06-12 22:54:55 UTC  

Knowingly

2019-06-12 22:55:15 UTC  

Not that it matters

2019-06-12 22:56:41 UTC  

So you've been with it practically from the start.

2019-06-12 22:57:13 UTC  

Yeah

2019-06-12 22:57:21 UTC  

I grew up with the info

2019-06-12 22:57:53 UTC  

What stage of the redpill grief cycle are you on if you don't mind me asking?

2019-06-12 22:59:13 UTC  

Brotherhood and self actualization

2019-06-12 22:59:25 UTC  

Ahh good for you.

2019-06-12 22:59:28 UTC  

In between

2019-06-12 23:00:18 UTC  

Though I never had denial

2019-06-12 23:00:56 UTC  

I knew from a young age the idea of a happy marriage was a farce

2019-06-12 23:00:56 UTC  

@YuriBezmenov I went through some denial when I first ran across Sandman and HHH’s content

2019-06-12 23:01:26 UTC  

Yeah I can see how one can

2019-06-12 23:01:29 UTC  

I think I'm still in the denial stage, it's more incongruity than denial for me. Some days i worry if I'll be here forever. I'm not sure what to be angry about.

2019-06-12 23:01:37 UTC  

Hell even after my parents split I still tried to convince myself that somehow marriage can work

2019-06-12 23:01:49 UTC  

My parents never split

2019-06-12 23:02:11 UTC  

It will never happen to me syndrome

2019-06-12 23:02:23 UTC  

I don't know where exactly I am on the stage. stage know I'm not on self actualization

2019-06-12 23:02:26 UTC  

Parents have ok marriage here

2019-06-12 23:02:30 UTC  

That's about all

2019-06-12 23:02:40 UTC  

From my time working in hospice, I’ve learned a lot about what lies ahead for me tbh

2019-06-12 23:02:41 UTC  

I’m done with class now.

2019-06-12 23:02:49 UTC  

I went through all stages years ago

2019-06-12 23:03:01 UTC  

Ive only seen one relationship from high school work

2019-06-12 23:03:02 UTC  

Death isn’t as scary as society makes it out to be. Solitude is worth its weight in gold

2019-06-12 23:03:09 UTC  

@PreschoolFightClub Did you use the app on your phone to hypnotize the sexy bitches?

2019-06-12 23:03:17 UTC  

So far I should add

2019-06-12 23:03:25 UTC  

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2019-06-12 23:03:29 UTC  

What?

2019-06-12 23:03:46 UTC  

@KenneticEnergy death has infinite solitude

2019-06-12 23:03:52 UTC  

now i can do what i want , when i want, and spend all my money on myself,hell yeah

2019-06-12 23:04:02 UTC  

Righty then.