Agree

I don't think fear is very good. Caution is, though.

Guys I'm sure I'm paranoid

Very rational caution.

What should I do

Talk to a professional. Ideally one that has killed a man.

Well its always best to get to the root cause of your paranoia.

My paranoia lead to mgtow

But before its better to figure if you’re suited for deep introspection with the ability to assess yourself honestly.

That’s good mgtow good.

Without it I wouldn't find you

What are you unreasonably cautious about?

Otherwise it would be an exercise in futility.

Bro just do push ups.

Who do you think is out to get you?

Being cautious is my habit

Be cautious and bold.

Everyone if they know what I know and I stop being interesting to them

paranoia = a mental condition characterized by delusions of persecution, unwarranted jealousy, or exaggerated self-importance, typically elaborated into an organized system.

So, what is this delusion of persecution?

Wtf is going on?

Who is after seamen?

Don't say Cthulhu.

Or Thots.

His desire to fit in

It's me chasing me

Not be an outsider to the group

Oh

One day I will catch myself and that won't be pretty

I guess guilt

And pride

Fused into one

What are you guilty of?

What do you have to even be prideful of?

Not taking care of my self

My neglecenge gave me everything

Dude just find things and people that like those things.

Easy for you to say.

You are those people

I have two things that I love: ttrpgs and project management.

Wow