In part it is because I am not bad looking; and I have good symmetry.

like a gilt turd

I find that many of the traits of my ex in normal women that that scares me,

what is a glit turd? @Xychotic

Lmao gilt = golden

Hes fucking with you

At times I think that borderline is just feminine nature with out a filter.

Anyways but those days when you feel relaxed and confident are they rare to come by?

just pure and unadulterated biology

I agree

In the past months not to often, as I have been stressed due to legal matters; when there is no stress it is relatively often.

once I was able to recover from my borderline experience.

Oh ok yeah sort out all the stress

I can't do much about that, I will do whatever I can; but at one point I will have to see for my health.

Family court is hell

@misanthrope, Hey are you admin of jolly heretic server?

yep

great

didn't expect edward dutton audience had any interest in MGTOW

i dont believe he has ever commented on MGTOW

though i have not followed him from the start

he does in a way, if you read his books he has many notions of woman nature that are on point

its great to see overlap between the manospehre and the dissident right

so he is aware of it

i see

the great thing about MGTOW is that they encourage you to leave and move on to do different things

but I think they are more interested in science in general; and race realism.

so you dont stay in the community for long, you take all the good ideas and venture to other servers

I passed the rage stage some time ago; when I realized how the court was broken

and how we were lied by the system

indeed the legal system is unsalvagable at this point

i think its exacerbated by the fact that the US is a very litigious society

the problem is lawyers actually have careers in the US

The court system promotes it; and lawyers and judges milk the system

in my country being a lawyer is the worst outcome

very little pay and very little lawsuits

The child and spausal support is also somethign terrible

I am in canada

but it is similar to the US in that maner

Yeah Canada has been cucked for some time now