Meditation maybe

Rituals more so

But meditation is very beneficial to me.

How did you run into meditation

My karate master is also a zen practitioner. I never participated to the zen session, but I have implemented some of his routines into my meditation.

I quitter karate last year, but still train on my own. Not

Gotcha

Just a few katas, but I focus more on attack and defense drills

Why did you quit?

Because I didn’t like the bunkais we practiced. Not very practical. I like to be effective and efficient.

I don’t use blocks as blocks.

I try to apply katas as realistically as possible.

I base it on Iain Abernathy and Masaji Taira styles.

A bunkai is the application of a kata movement.

I am also a fan of MMA and UFC. I like the karate of Lyoto Machida and Steven Thompson there.

I like boxing too. But MMA is my favorite among the two.

Ah I follow

If I may what happened when you were lead on. How did she lead you on?

She accepted all my avances giving me positive signals, she let me kiss her and made me think that there would have been intimacy between us. We dated for a year. If I asked her whether she was seeing someone else, she would tell me she didn’t. She acted gelous when I saw other girls.

But then she gave me the cold shoulder and I discovered she was fucking multiple guys.

She acted and spoke like a good girl. She was far from it.

And now. What do you think she is?

Good girl bad girl

Just a normal girl?

Fantasy girl is best girl

I’ll agree with that

Fantasies are sadly just that though

Had a great moment in thot speak yesterday. A woman who never saw holographic technology claimed it was creepy.

You never saw it, but yet it is creepy. How does one marry those two concepts?

🤔 🤔 🤔

that happens all the time

@CappyK
She is a bad girl, fake but lonely.

oh you've never heard anything this man has said before

but hes a nazi

they take on whatever idea the herd has

She’s approaching the wall fast.

Seems both are the case

I am kicking myself somewhat for not challenging her on that

I think people around her are being aware of who she is. I see a lot of cats in her future. But no people.

@CappyK I gave up on fantasy too. I just think I want a son in my future.

Not sure I will have him.