i've been to hell and back, the only time it's over is when we give up and unfortunately even then it's not over it keeps going

I don't doubt it, it's just crushing to think so fatally

life isn't easy for anybody, harder for some than others

idk bout you but giving up isn't an option for me

I hope I don't give up, but I was paranoid for the better part of a month in 2018

that was 2 years ago, let it go

learn from it and move on

I don't want to think of what awaits further in the abyss

the abyss, i know a couple songs that had that word in it

It was a bad time <:CursedEmoji:763140778770825247>

yeah it's not a fun place to be

i'm still struggling with it myself tbh

Tis why I drown myself in music

All I can do is run from it

idk bout that, i thought about running too and it always caught up to me we have to face our demons at some point

Better to run than be a total slave to fear and anxiety

running is being a slave to the fear and anxiety isn't it?

for me, personally, at some point i have to stand up for myself

Going nowhere while effectively being eaten from the inside is hell

All I know is to forget

what's stopping you?

A lot

Rough upbringing, bad time in public schools, socially reclusive, extreme second guessing, no close relationships

It's why I run and have to drown myself in music

I’m not gay but Andrew Ridgeley is sexy

https://www.emgpickups.com/guitar/humbucking/60.html

ya'll know where I can find a used one of these that is in good condition, other than ebay?

I don't like the idea of ordering electronics online, so in person would be dope.

I feel that, my guitar currently has three singles but has room for three humbuckers, though I probably wouldn't go for all three

fr bro. I am looking at getting a used guitar and doing some work to it, just for shits and giggles. I would love to throw in a emg 60 for the neck pick up, and maybe an 81 in the bridge if I can find one for cheap.

I have an 81/85 combo in my current axe.

love it

https://www.ibanez.com/usa/products/detail/rg420hpfm_1p_01.html
idk, im not crazy about the gold, but the body job looks sick imo.

what do ya'll think?

That blue front with the red back is pretty intense, I think the red fade combined with the red back looks better, so that the difference isn't as sharp, but it still looks really nice

ye, its pretty loud xD

the paintjob, that is.

Fr that paint job though- <:Ben_Cringe:752572527120875520>

https://www.sweetwater.com/store/detail/C1FRSSLVMTN--schecter-c-1-fr-s-silver-mountain-black-and-silver
another crazy paint job that I kinda dig

I already have a greyish guitar though, and I kinda want something cheaper

ibanez rg2550z. one of my favs but i dont think they make them anymore