Message from @Meryl.140.15

Discord ID: 792703649523695616


2020-12-27 10:27:07 UTC  

that double base though

2020-12-27 10:27:29 UTC  

Everything in that song is šŸ‘Œ

2020-12-27 10:28:08 UTC  

The main solo is also quite colorful

2020-12-27 10:28:24 UTC  

yeah i bet his body hurt for a day or 2 after that

2020-12-27 10:28:31 UTC  

the drummer i mean lol

2020-12-27 10:28:44 UTC  

Maybe now if he tried it

2020-12-27 10:28:51 UTC  

Definitely not back then

2020-12-27 10:32:41 UTC  

not bad though tbh i focused mostly on the drummer who kicked ass, literally

2020-12-27 10:33:15 UTC  

i only dream to be able to hit it the way he does one day

2020-12-27 10:35:13 UTC  

I don't dream of such things...

2020-12-27 10:36:17 UTC  

well you should find something to aim for otherwise we're barely floating above water

2020-12-27 10:36:40 UTC  

I can only just float above the water

2020-12-27 10:37:31 UTC  

I've been too close to the areas described in this song

2020-12-27 10:38:17 UTC  

i've been to hell and back, the only time it's over is when we give up and unfortunately even then it's not over it keeps going

2020-12-27 10:39:16 UTC  

I don't doubt it, it's just crushing to think so fatally

2020-12-27 10:39:27 UTC  

life isn't easy for anybody, harder for some than others

2020-12-27 10:40:01 UTC  

idk bout you but giving up isn't an option for me

2020-12-27 10:40:57 UTC  

I hope I don't give up, but I was paranoid for the better part of a month in 2018

2020-12-27 10:41:13 UTC  

that was 2 years ago, let it go

2020-12-27 10:41:17 UTC  

learn from it and move on

2020-12-27 10:41:26 UTC  

I don't want to think of what awaits further in the abyss

2020-12-27 10:42:00 UTC  

the abyss, i know a couple songs that had that word in it

2020-12-27 10:42:17 UTC  

It was a bad time <:CursedEmoji:763140778770825247>

2020-12-27 10:42:42 UTC  

yeah it's not a fun place to be

2020-12-27 10:42:54 UTC  

i'm still struggling with it myself tbh

2020-12-27 10:43:21 UTC  

Tis why I drown myself in music

2020-12-27 10:43:31 UTC  

All I can do is run from it

2020-12-27 10:44:02 UTC  

idk bout that, i thought about running too and it always caught up to me we have to face our demons at some point

2020-12-27 10:44:54 UTC  

Better to run than be a total slave to fear and anxiety

2020-12-27 10:46:06 UTC  

running is being a slave to the fear and anxiety isn't it?

2020-12-27 10:46:50 UTC  

for me, personally, at some point i have to stand up for myself

2020-12-27 10:47:15 UTC  

Going nowhere while effectively being eaten from the inside is hell

2020-12-27 10:47:38 UTC  

All I know is to forget

2020-12-27 10:49:33 UTC  

what's stopping you?

2020-12-27 10:49:47 UTC  

A lot

2020-12-27 10:51:29 UTC  

Rough upbringing, bad time in public schools, socially reclusive, extreme second guessing, no close relationships

2020-12-27 10:51:59 UTC  

It's why I run and have to drown myself in music

2020-12-28 04:36:02 UTC  

I’m not gay but Andrew Ridgeley is sexy

2020-12-28 15:36:30 UTC  

ya'll know where I can find a used one of these that is in good condition, other than ebay?