Damn, you getting help for it?

Prescription pills?

No. I have good self control

Pain killers are addictive too

Technically I’m addicted to the prescriptions I’m on bc I get withdrawals when I don’t take em on time but

They’re prescription and keep me from going crazy so it’s fine

Yeah I used to be addicted to painkillers, it's not fun

Bet if you listened to thrash metal you'd o-d <:KEK:726877368601411624>

Lmfao

The pain doesn't go away no matter how many pills you take

Works for me <:KEK:726877368601411624>

I know i could get addicted to painkillers. Painkillers derive from opium

I’m a lot happier on my pills lol

At some point you temporarily forget

Or at least

More stable

Stability who needs that? <:KEK:726877368601411624>

Well me if I don’t want to die or kill someone <:KEK:726877368601411624>

What if you do both?

Murder suicide

I like it

Die from killing someone (yourself) <:thinking:726878987837636698>

Lmfao

I don't like killing anymore. The closer you are to your enemy, the more personal it feels

Big brain time

What if you are your own worst enemy?

It feels like a white shock when you kill someone close

I choked a man to death

Rookie kill <:troll_face:726878856585281557>

It was a job

Nice

Using an assault rifle is less personal

Duh, and rifles are cooler

Gotta *mow down* the competition

Choking someone to death is a powerful feeling between life and death in your hands

I don't doubt that

Playing at it and doing it feels different

It's a power the good willed wish to never have

I don't want to kill anymore. I gave life and the thought of taking life away gave me a new perspective

Do you wonder if it's a manifestation of the evil that's within?

Idk. If i were to do it again i can still do it, but it's going to bother me because i used to drug myself up with pcp to kill