Message from @Thep
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As in like the teachers stop caring or people in general stop caring
My puny brain cannot comprehend
Fun fact, this small town ordered the removal of a Civil war monument, which they moved to a graveyard and didn't even put it in right, it's facing the wrong way
You become more capable, however the same treatment is applied. Chastisement is I got. I see my own father use the same damn kiddy gloves with my cousins, who are a solid decade younger than me
Ah
It's cruel to be fatalistic, but life is not ever easy
I notice the more I try fitting in with my generation the less I fit in
As in you expect things to change or others to treat you as if you’re older but they don’t
Ever feel that way?
Kek I’ve never given a fuck about trends. Always done the opposite of what’s popular
They're over here doing stupid stuff for internet followers where as I'm more chill
Same
But at one point I tried fitting in
And time doing that made me more popular
But in a good sense
People knew my name and I didn’t even know theirs but i wasn’t infamous and I wasn’t bratty
I was just well known and people enjoyed my company. Or I’d like to think
That happened to me, and I took it as a sign to hang out with the popular kids, that was a mistake
I always was a part of many friend groups so I never was alone in a class
At least you realized that was a mistake.
I’ve hated popular kids since the 3rd grade
Know the definition of 'lurker'?
3rd grade was when I tried it
||Also I should get to sleep since I didn’t do much school [yesterday]||
But uh
To lurk is to follow from a distance
Ah
I didn’t know if you had a different definition
Like not the typical idk lol
Yeah I'm not typical
I got bullied so hard when I took clarinet classes
Your words are very elegant
Trying not to lose my head after 17 years
I can play two Queen songs on it
Eek I feel that from a distance.. all the poor clarinet players in my band
Listen to some Metallica. It's the main thing keeping me sane
I like Metallica
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That's another thing, my taste in music
Wait