Message from @Thep
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As you grow, you think more. However you're never appreciated for it
A very small school in a very small town
As I grow I think more... but won’t be appreciated for it?
As in like the teachers stop caring or people in general stop caring
My puny brain cannot comprehend
Fun fact, this small town ordered the removal of a Civil war monument, which they moved to a graveyard and didn't even put it in right, it's facing the wrong way
You become more capable, however the same treatment is applied. Chastisement is I got. I see my own father use the same damn kiddy gloves with my cousins, who are a solid decade younger than me
Ah
It's cruel to be fatalistic, but life is not ever easy
I notice the more I try fitting in with my generation the less I fit in
As in you expect things to change or others to treat you as if you’re older but they don’t
Ever feel that way?
Kek I’ve never given a fuck about trends. Always done the opposite of what’s popular
They're over here doing stupid stuff for internet followers where as I'm more chill
Same
But at one point I tried fitting in
And time doing that made me more popular
But in a good sense
People knew my name and I didn’t even know theirs but i wasn’t infamous and I wasn’t bratty
I was just well known and people enjoyed my company. Or I’d like to think
I always was a part of many friend groups so I never was alone in a class
At least you realized that was a mistake.
It took awhile
I’ve hated popular kids since the 3rd grade
Know the definition of 'lurker'?
3rd grade was when I tried it
||Also I should get to sleep since I didn’t do much school [yesterday]||
But uh
To lurk is to follow from a distance
Ah
I didn’t know if you had a different definition
Like not the typical idk lol
Yeah I'm not typical
I got bullied so hard when I took clarinet classes
Your words are very elegant
Trying not to lose my head after 17 years
I can play two Queen songs on it
Eek I feel that from a distance.. all the poor clarinet players in my band
Listen to some Metallica. It's the main thing keeping me sane
I like Metallica