Message from @Gene.

Discord ID: 786213804299649054


2020-12-09 12:45:06 UTC  

^^

2020-12-09 12:45:33 UTC  

I won't ever get the vaccine

2020-12-09 12:45:47 UTC  

But yesterday and the day before definitely felt a difference in my body shortness of breath panic attack

2020-12-09 12:46:06 UTC  

I don't know if that's the symptoms that's just how I felt

2020-12-09 12:46:11 UTC  

Today I feel much better

2020-12-09 12:46:16 UTC  

Yeah I get that too sometimes. I’m a worrier

2020-12-09 12:46:28 UTC  

Could just be overwhelmed/panicking about all the stuff going on right now

2020-12-09 12:46:34 UTC  

Things are weird

2020-12-09 12:46:57 UTC  

No I was just driving to work in the passenger seat and I just felt this overwhelming feeling like I could barely breathe and I just tried to stay calm and breathe in and out slowly as I was praying

2020-12-09 12:47:38 UTC  

I didn't smoke a cigarette that entire day

2020-12-09 12:47:47 UTC  

In fact I really wish I had the strength to just quit

2020-12-09 12:47:56 UTC  

I absolutely hate smoking

2020-12-09 12:48:03 UTC  

I get that way too. Deep breaths and prayer. Also reading psalms calls me down

2020-12-09 12:48:10 UTC  

Calms

2020-12-09 12:48:29 UTC  

I’ve never had any desire to smoke... luckily

2020-12-09 12:48:39 UTC  

I started when I was young

2020-12-09 12:49:15 UTC  

I know eventually the Lord will help me quit this nasty evil addiction

2020-12-09 12:51:59 UTC  

Hey, who wants to hear something stupid

2020-12-09 12:52:25 UTC  

I was in a video game community based off of World War II, and I ran a military police faction. Our main purpose was for roleplay at first and then we started to develop into a spawn protection unit after the deputy director started to allow spawn killing.

2020-12-09 12:52:41 UTC  

The factions were allowed to make several requests, but every time I made a request it was basically denied and blocked

2020-12-09 12:52:58 UTC  

But now I'm being accused of being greedy and selfish because I was trying to make a faction request which I was technically given the right to at the Discord

2020-12-09 12:53:17 UTC  

Hey who wants to hear something stupid

2020-12-09 12:53:24 UTC  

Joe Biden

2020-12-09 12:53:27 UTC  

Boom

2020-12-09 12:53:33 UTC  

it's annoying, especially how people think they're actually making a difference by playing a video game and playing as an American Soldier

2020-12-09 12:53:55 UTC  

God can and will help you 💕 I know many people who struggled with this addiction for years. But overcame it through the strength God gave them

2020-12-09 12:53:59 UTC  

Meanwhile we were constantly called offensive names, constantly disrespected and targeted for where are faction came from and for being military police offensive names, constantly disrespected and targeted for where are faction came from and for being military police

2020-12-09 12:58:53 UTC  

@Gene. I wouldn't worry too much just a video game.

2020-12-09 12:59:10 UTC  

I know, and I'm probably overreacting. I am overreacting

2020-12-09 12:59:26 UTC  

I just get severely pissed off when someone thinks that they are somehow more important than you because there an administrator in a Discord server or an administrator in video game

2020-12-09 12:59:29 UTC  

There's always going to be toxic people on games always

2020-12-09 12:59:46 UTC  

it's one thing to deal with toxic people are stupid daddy, but it's another thing when the development team, Administration team, and a majority of the community are working against you and not

2020-12-09 12:59:55 UTC  

Why you have to be mad, it’s just game

2020-12-09 12:59:59 UTC  

We dealt with toxic people all the time, mainly American soldiers in the video game who were refusing to accept that Americans can commit more crime

2020-12-09 13:00:00 UTC  

Dr disrespect made a living off being toxic

2020-12-09 13:00:14 UTC  

Yeah, but I don't necessarily find them funny and I don't even like the guy. I don't even think you should be on a platform

2020-12-09 13:00:27 UTC  

I would just block them

2020-12-09 13:00:28 UTC  

But it is not my choice to decide if he does or does not get a platform

2020-12-09 13:00:50 UTC  

I was looking for a new community to move the Faction 2, but the assets belong to the community that we were previously in and I listen to the director and had hope until winter, but winter has come and no one is there to help

2020-12-09 13:01:00 UTC  

And we're not going to be stupid and steal assets

2020-12-09 13:01:10 UTC  

we have no right to take the assets even if we got to use them