I didn't smoke a cigarette that entire day

In fact I really wish I had the strength to just quit

I absolutely hate smoking

I get that way too. Deep breaths and prayer. Also reading psalms calls me down

Calms

I’ve never had any desire to smoke... luckily

I started when I was young

I know eventually the Lord will help me quit this nasty evil addiction

Hey, who wants to hear something stupid

I was in a video game community based off of World War II, and I ran a military police faction. Our main purpose was for roleplay at first and then we started to develop into a spawn protection unit after the deputy director started to allow spawn killing.

The factions were allowed to make several requests, but every time I made a request it was basically denied and blocked

But now I'm being accused of being greedy and selfish because I was trying to make a faction request which I was technically given the right to at the Discord

Hey who wants to hear something stupid

Joe Biden

Boom

it's annoying, especially how people think they're actually making a difference by playing a video game and playing as an American Soldier

God can and will help you 💕 I know many people who struggled with this addiction for years. But overcame it through the strength God gave them

Meanwhile we were constantly called offensive names, constantly disrespected and targeted for where are faction came from and for being military police offensive names, constantly disrespected and targeted for where are faction came from and for being military police

@Gene. I wouldn't worry too much just a video game.

I know, and I'm probably overreacting. I am overreacting

I just get severely pissed off when someone thinks that they are somehow more important than you because there an administrator in a Discord server or an administrator in video game

There's always going to be toxic people on games always

it's one thing to deal with toxic people are stupid daddy, but it's another thing when the development team, Administration team, and a majority of the community are working against you and not

Why you have to be mad, it’s just game

We dealt with toxic people all the time, mainly American soldiers in the video game who were refusing to accept that Americans can commit more crime

Dr disrespect made a living off being toxic

Yeah, but I don't necessarily find them funny and I don't even like the guy. I don't even think you should be on a platform

I would just block them

But it is not my choice to decide if he does or does not get a platform

I was looking for a new community to move the Faction 2, but the assets belong to the community that we were previously in and I listen to the director and had hope until winter, but winter has come and no one is there to help

And we're not going to be stupid and steal assets

we have no right to take the assets even if we got to use them

@Gene. play the witcher 3

I don't get violent or anything like over videogames I'm not that type of person

In fact you like games you better buy that one before it becomes hard to find

I just need to rant for a minute or two and then I've come down

It's just annoying when you're in a community and it feels like everyone is working against you instead of with you

I've been there bro I've gotten into it with game companies and even put them on blast on YouTube

And even had them come at me with an apology

It is what it is

I did take the video down because they apologized LOL