It could be perhaps the most logical choice.

Perhaps it is the moral choice.

The most rational one.

That is not for me to decide.

Eh it's all a blur at this point

As long as it is right.

So long as there is grey area, 'right' may not always be so clear cut (to do or know of)

Of course.

Doing it alone makes it even more difficult

Guys it’s like 2 am what’s with the philosophy.

Evaluation of where things went wrong

Things will always inevitably go wrong.

It is up to people to fix that.

A mix of introspection and delaying should do the trick

Perhaps.

I know not what your issue is.

Bad cycle of habits

The thing we should all strive to do is not harm- To try out best to do what is right- Although the right answer is not always clear.

Things will always fuck up, but if you won't look for any light you won't find any.
Being pessimistic will eventually just leave in a dark shit pit with no way out, because that's how you let yourself become.

At least with optimism you have a chance at being happy-

Sorry just my thoughts-

Inch out, blow it, then hide away

Imagine what reaction youd get if you said white lives matter in front of a bunch of art majors

It seems you are aware of your problem.

I presume you must also know a solution.

I do, getting it is the impossible part

Literally a *single* close relationship would go enormous lengths, but alas...

There isn't much that is impossible, really.

*I mean, look at some people's opinions- if that's possible, then what isn't- XD*

That does not seem to be an issue I can solve.

I hope you find what you need.

Thanks, but unfortunately I don't think anything is changing until I move anywhere (namely college)

You never know.

Expecting something different out of the same is insanity

Humans are not static beings.

You can do the same thing in different situations

But not necessarily vice versa

I am statically in a cycle

Perhaps you should break the cycle.

Scientists can do the same thing yet get different results, because there are always outliers.
There are anomalies.
Not much can be an eternal situation, something constant.

Things are always changing.

You can ask someone the same question over the span of weeks, months, years, and their answer may change, or gain more strength.

It really just depends on you, and the world.

You have to start somewhere.

Step one, eliminate family

Step two, drown some more in music

Step three, meet with friends more often