cos the spirit of anger is one cohesive entity... for the most part. When you drop it' it's gone. your ego, satan's whispers, in the form of your thoughta, will still try to convince you that things are annoying

but that's what praying is for

being still bring all thoughts into captivity

My relationship with god has not been great

On my part

here's your chance to better it

so pray and get to know yourself

Where I live, there arent many good church options and so I tend to just forget

when you understand yourself you can understand others like your mom. and why it was wrong to ever resent her or anyone

She was a drug addict, and so was her husband who is my father

Both of them failed their duty in my eyes

I dont know how I can forgive them for that

right on. that knowledge is the best place to start

I suppose they did their best with their addictions

Why do you do wrong in your life?

Biblically speaking, because the devil's voice resonates louder in my head

and did your parents suffer the same perhaps?

Yes, it seems so

so could they help themselves?

Not exactly

I guess

right

you tried the silent prayer?

What's that

Just literally praying silently or something else

yeah it's praying. silently. that's what praying is really. prayers are recitations and praying is the following silence.

Yes, then I do pray silently

but the way jesse guides you through it is rather helpful for identifying and knowing Satan and his tricks and your own true self and the voiceless voice of God the Holy Spirit, your conscience and insight and intuition

I think that while I still have anger, I should direct it towards those who failed to keep the entire country safe from drugs and other crime

Anger is a destructive feminine force

do you agree?

Yes, I do

Do you want anything to do with that?

No, I do not

right on brother

But right now I am a part of it

Sadly

but you dont have to encourage or partake in it insofar as you can exercise patience and humility as a man. like when you pray and let go and let God bring you into that comfort of stillness and presence and awareness

Yes, alright

I try to not encourage anger

Great