I'm the same way

anger huh

Well

get it from your mama?

She died a while ago

And yes, probably

got it. can still forgive her tho

Yeah, but I dont see how that will solve my annoyance for lack of sleep

That is one question I have always had for Peterson

you can ask me

Not specifically the sleep

But how exactly does it fix anger that isnt related, and how would you go about forgiving your mother

Cause I can say I forgive her, but still stay the same

cos the spirit of anger is one cohesive entity... for the most part. When you drop it' it's gone. your ego, satan's whispers, in the form of your thoughta, will still try to convince you that things are annoying

but that's what praying is for

being still bring all thoughts into captivity

My relationship with god has not been great

On my part

here's your chance to better it

so pray and get to know yourself

Where I live, there arent many good church options and so I tend to just forget

when you understand yourself you can understand others like your mom. and why it was wrong to ever resent her or anyone

She was a drug addict, and so was her husband who is my father

Both of them failed their duty in my eyes

I dont know how I can forgive them for that

right on. that knowledge is the best place to start

I suppose they did their best with their addictions

Why do you do wrong in your life?

Biblically speaking, because the devil's voice resonates louder in my head

and did your parents suffer the same perhaps?

Yes, it seems so

so could they help themselves?

Not exactly

I guess

right

you tried the silent prayer?

What's that

Just literally praying silently or something else

yeah it's praying. silently. that's what praying is really. prayers are recitations and praying is the following silence.

Yes, then I do pray silently

but the way jesse guides you through it is rather helpful for identifying and knowing Satan and his tricks and your own true self and the voiceless voice of God the Holy Spirit, your conscience and insight and intuition