Message from @Big Cal

Discord ID: 698221573697699911


2020-04-10 17:19:52 UTC  

Kamala 2024, reperations and gun confiscature is near

2020-04-10 17:19:58 UTC  

Then, we have a real party

2020-04-10 17:20:10 UTC  

ive been through my siege phase and national socialist phase lol now im just more of a social darwinist autocrat 😉

2020-04-10 17:20:26 UTC  

Right

2020-04-10 17:20:39 UTC  

Red pilled, red pill rage over and over again

2020-04-10 17:20:41 UTC  

Then black pilled

2020-04-10 17:20:42 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/457991466174906368/698220931797221476/29518694161_9cf26f1d35_b.png

2020-04-10 17:20:46 UTC  

Now I'm God pilled

2020-04-10 17:21:05 UTC  

im black pilled politically but morally and on an individual level im very much alive

2020-04-10 17:21:12 UTC  

i kind of took the nietzche pill tbh

2020-04-10 17:21:14 UTC  

Kamala 2024

2020-04-10 17:21:15 UTC  

Lets do it

2020-04-10 17:21:21 UTC  

Yea, I need to read some Nietzche

2020-04-10 17:21:29 UTC  

Kabballah Harris?

2020-04-10 17:21:35 UTC  

if you want to keep your faith in god i wouldnt if i were you

2020-04-10 17:21:57 UTC  

Its not a cope, but it is an acceptance that brings me peace

2020-04-10 17:22:36 UTC  

I've been through the phases of nihilism

2020-04-10 17:22:42 UTC  

i dont really care for the idea of heaven tbh

2020-04-10 17:22:54 UTC  

I'm also in recovery through a 12 step program

2020-04-10 17:23:03 UTC  

i am fine with eternal black rest after a life of struggle and fighting

2020-04-10 17:23:15 UTC  

I drank heavily for 12 years

2020-04-10 17:23:29 UTC  

what age did you start drinking at?

2020-04-10 17:23:39 UTC  

16

2020-04-10 17:23:45 UTC  

shit

2020-04-10 17:24:10 UTC  

ive never touched alcohol myself, im barely 17

2020-04-10 17:24:21 UTC  

Thats good

2020-04-10 17:24:29 UTC  

what made you start drinking if you dont mind me asking

2020-04-10 17:24:41 UTC  

It has served its purpose to me, but has brought pain and suffering into my life

2020-04-10 17:24:51 UTC  

to party

2020-04-10 17:24:57 UTC  

head change

2020-04-10 17:25:13 UTC  

did you get dependent or something?

2020-04-10 17:25:13 UTC  

That euphoric feeling of riding that blood alcohol curve of dopamine release

2020-04-10 17:25:16 UTC  

Hey Rick

2020-04-10 17:25:19 UTC  

👋

2020-04-10 17:25:34 UTC  

Never physically, really. Just spirutually and emotionally

2020-04-10 17:26:16 UTC  

ye i find that the modern god head is composed of self fulfilling hedonism, nihilism, and cowardice

2020-04-10 17:26:42 UTC  

seems that everyone before starting to think falls victim to atleast one of these things

2020-04-10 17:27:11 UTC  

ive never been a hedonist or a coward but ive been practically suicidal with nihilism before

2020-04-10 17:27:31 UTC  

kind of makes sense when you are told from day one that you are on this earth to make the big line go up

2020-04-10 17:28:08 UTC  

This amusement park

2020-04-10 17:28:24 UTC  

At Uncle Louie's big back yard BBQ