yea that's what i mean by boredtime, or idletime another way to put it

And when I tell her to back off he plays victim and calls the whole family and says I'm being disresctful

Says I have no heart

you need like a hobby, a job, a side hsutle, something to occupy some time keep you from gettign lsot in the battlefield of the mind

I have a job but my anxiety makes it so I can barely work

yea

well that's good

get a side hustle

Like what

i just got home from side hustling

I can't talk to people

like mowing lawns or landscaping is good

it's calming too fo the mind

and it's not liek you have to be insanely social either, you can work by yourself

Oh I used to do that

Doesn't pay much though

I might start installing lights

yea that' okay it'll pay a lil but it will be a positive use of your time

and relax your mind a bit

shoot autumn coming, bagging leaves is a lucrative side hsutle

@Deleted User why not learn pipe welding or a valuable skill, women are a waste of your time, they are parasites due to our laws

Cause Im a sex addict

And I don't have money for trade school

lol they're parasites because of the manwhores turned em evil so that they coudl whore with them but it backfired on them lol

I want to be a navy gunner but I can't heal my mind

I'm in like a psychosis

go sign up for your local pipefitters union

women have no value in society

recognize that they are there to have children with, thats all

I hate being around other men cause the make me feel so weak and feminine

they have value in society if society goes back to God's Way

there is nothing a woman can give you besides a child

well that's a major thing to give

Yes but I've become addicted to sex through porn

they dont work, they dont do anything but scheme behind their husbands. There is no value in a woman in society besides having children, they are parasites

ah yea porn is retarded

Not all women are like that

once you start to see how silyl porn is it becomes easy to never look at it again

women have value in a godly society as mothers and wives

but in the Whore of Babylon society all are worthless

dont need a mother or a wife