Idk man
i just wonder cause you say before you go to his room when stuff get bad
Yeah we'd watch movies and shit
I remember so vividly cause I was so afraid
yea
I was watching Independence day
when you go to his room and be around him and calm down would the activity stop?
No
were you still afraid even in the presence of your dad?
Once the noises started
They wouldn't start till he was asleep
hmm
that's interesting
Even at my mom's and grandma's I'd hear them though
if he was awake and you were around him; woudl you hear stuff?
did he ever hear anything?
like when you were hearing stuff at the same time i mean
Idk he acted like he didn't
He took me to therapy for it
yea that was a mistake
did you mom or grandma, when your dad was not around, hear anything when you be hearing stuff?
No it wouldn't start till everyone was asleep
The only people that ever heard it was my friends
when it first started were your parents still together?
Idk man I had a head injury when i was like 3 or 4
No they were split
oh that's what i meant by other factors
But it didn't start till way after
When I was 7
how long after the head injury?
okay
And lasted till I was like 13
yea that makes sense
How
it's tied to your fear when you hit around puberty the fear isn't the same and you began to learn to not give your fear attention
Ah
Now I'm a fearful person again though
That's y I take benzos
