heh actualyl last time i went to church they were doing a Bible study, and I got to be the reader. Book of Joel was what they were last studying

do u have an idea what church u would go to if u started going again?

it doesn't really matter to me, most churches have no idea what they beleive in anyways

i have been inside a church in the past two years, but this was either for business dealings or to deposit my donation in secret

Hey guys do you know that crazy Russian guy he’s got his own channel and he’s always callin people beta?

to be hoenst the churches of stone don't really have anything to offer me or help me in anyway, i started to realize this pretty quickly beforei quit going

are u involved with other things outside of work or school?

i remember when i first started going what stood out to me was for one i was the only young adult (at that time i was in my 20s) by a country mile, and then for two i was the only one that actually read the whole Bible

i am not in school lol i'm 31

i am less involved currently, just kinda in a malaise really lately.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HnJ1bqXUnIM

I always find myself in situations where people are fuckin up and getting hurt or making a mistake, and it hurts my head, like I have to do something

so do something

why stand by and watch it happen

It’s like when I’m with my dad and we are working on something and I don’t know what to do

But I don’t need to do something, people gotta stop fucking up

Bad men prevail when good men stand by and do nothing. That saying goes for mistakes as well when you can solve them

Yeah, but I’m not leading an army

I’m just helping around the house or working around some people with attitude

you don't need to lead an army, but passing on knowledge will give you respect with those people and help them in the long run

Ok

Sounds good

when you help them, you don't have to be bothered by those mistakes, they don't make them

I want to talk to the Russian guy

I forget his name

He would curse at people in chat and call them a beta

Do you know what Slag is?

lol

it's what the British call the sluts lol

what do u look forward to in life?

nothing frankly

i dont mean that as a dig btw

didn't take it as one

im curious bc u seem knowledgeable of scripture

yea i understand

and thank you that's actually a good compliment

i'veo nyl read the entirety of the Bible from cover-to-cover 3 times, I'm actualyl very slowly in the midst of my 4th cover-to-cover read, currently in the middle of Numbers, so it'll probably be a while until i finish it again

to be real blunt about it without trying too emo about it either, i don't really like this life or this earth, it probably would have been better if i had been an abortion

i think job had that thought when he was being taunted by his neighbors

off the top of my head Jeremiah put it pretty well

I should have been as though I had not been; I should have been carried from the womb to the grave.