Message from @Octophorpe

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2016-06-10 23:51:41 UTC  

psychojew helps a little

2016-06-10 23:51:59 UTC  

sertralin

2016-06-10 23:52:10 UTC  

dont know what the name is in english

2016-06-10 23:52:11 UTC  

I used to be on it, killed my boners

2016-06-10 23:52:16 UTC  

amitriptyline here

2016-06-10 23:52:31 UTC  

did citalopram > setraline > amis

2016-06-10 23:53:14 UTC  

think i wanna try voxra

2016-06-10 23:53:25 UTC  

what do anti-depressants do

2016-06-10 23:53:35 UTC  

don't say fix depression

2016-06-10 23:53:41 UTC  

Numb depression

2016-06-10 23:53:44 UTC  

depends on which one and your brain chemistry really

2016-06-10 23:53:47 UTC  

makes you 10% more productive

2016-06-10 23:54:09 UTC  

alters brain chemistry, allows greater reception of dopamine, tranquilising effect

2016-06-10 23:54:45 UTC  

it's not a good path to go down really, I'm dependent now

2016-06-10 23:54:59 UTC  

so like E's but less harcore?

2016-06-10 23:55:01 UTC  

the only bieffect that annoys me if that I get so fucking hungry

2016-06-10 23:55:08 UTC  

when I go off I get lightning style feeling in my brain and fucked up headaches

2016-06-10 23:55:15 UTC  

yeah man they do that

2016-06-10 23:55:23 UTC  

gained 7kg since I went back on

2016-06-10 23:55:30 UTC  

my mate got brain zaps after a molly sesh

2016-06-10 23:55:32 UTC  

make you crave carbs for some reason

2016-06-10 23:55:58 UTC  

I stopped drinking because i got serious gut pain

2016-06-10 23:56:02 UTC  

while on ami

2016-06-10 23:56:10 UTC  

lol you put on the mitubot

2016-06-10 23:56:18 UTC  

felt like someone twisting my intenstines

2016-06-10 23:56:47 UTC  

ever tried therapy or anything mao?

2016-06-10 23:56:51 UTC  

I did it once and got scared off

2016-06-10 23:56:54 UTC  

went too deep

2016-06-10 23:58:16 UTC  

yeah ive had some

2016-06-10 23:58:41 UTC  

dont know, most pasychologist just feels like careerists

2016-06-10 23:59:08 UTC  

I started delving into some dark shit I didn't want to talk about, which is probably the point

2016-06-10 23:59:14 UTC  

plus only 6 free sessions then you pay the jew

2016-06-10 23:59:37 UTC  

was it private or public?

2016-06-10 23:59:45 UTC  

through university

2016-06-11 00:00:06 UTC  

I had a mental collapse and they referred me to on site therapist

2016-06-11 00:00:13 UTC  

shit fam

2016-06-11 00:00:15 UTC  

u k

2016-06-11 00:00:26 UTC  

yeah, I've had depression my whole life, or as long as I can remember

2016-06-11 00:00:33 UTC  

but it was particularly bad then

2016-06-11 00:01:03 UTC  

doesn't need a reason, just feel down in general